Memorilia

2011-01-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

wassup peeps, another update. went shopping at Bugis. not really shopping though, bought only a shirt. haha. alright, from Bugis went to airport for dinner. stayed there for a little while and went Cold Storage for groceries. i mean more of snacks and cereals for me. lol. went home soon after. oh wait, one more thing. i love my girlfriend so much! (:

us with our new shirts

2011-01-29T01:44:00.005+08:00

She is acting like a BITCH!

2010-12-12T03:04:00.001+08:00

a lil update here. had fun with Babylove. Bugis > watched Let Me In at Plaza Singapura > walked down the street along Orchard > back to Tampines Mall for late night dinner at 12 plus > slacked at a park in front of her house till 2 plus. thanks for the awesome day, love. i love you!

as for the rest of the midnight, i went to Syahrul's house and we played PS3. lol. only came home in the morning. oh wells, im down with flu now. ):

2010-11-06T12:26:00.002+08:00

berok sia last time!

can anyone tell me how Zac get that kinda body? & i want my girlfriend to wear those outfits like Vanessa's. lol.

iloveyou, Syahirah

2010-10-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

seeing friends getting a more relaxed timetable kinda make me feel jealous. especially when i myself know i should be having the same timetable as them but due to my poor studies, im left behind with 2 extra subjects to cope with. along with Major Project judging around the corner, i feel pressured and uncertain about my future ahead, even before school starts. a bad sign huh. in the other hand, all of these somewhat pushes this mentally weak brain to strive for success and do well in my studies. hell yeah, the last semester is about to start. lets get this done and over with. i'll graduate and here we go for NS. come on boy, the chequered flag is here. its like an F1 race. push push push.

2010-10-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

thats Nur Syahirah. i think she looks gorgeous in baju raye. lol. anyway, life's been great with her around. the girl is a total pleasure, i swear. she understands how i feel. yeah at times she's a lil irritating or could even boils me with her behaviour but thats what she's about. haha. love you la babe, muacks!

nelly! bestie i miss you loads man! kinda disappointed though that we couldnt meet up last week. been looking forward to see ya. been months since we went out. but its ok. haha. hey your birthday is just around the corner huh? and hell yeah, you've got quite a long list for your presents when i visited your blog. lol. i'll definitely try to arrange a meet up to celebrate your birthday. hmm now lets see what should i get you for a present. i've no idea. lol. anyway, nelly has grown up alot since we got to know each other. how i miss those days when she loves to be pampered. hehe. ohya, i bet she's grown taller than me now. wonder what she eats. lol.

the biggest event of this year was F1. absolutely delighted when i finally got the tickets. now i can already cancel F1 from my 'Needs and Wants' list. lol.

err can i say something about my hair? i got it cut last weekend. Baby accompanied me to a salon and she commented my hair like ahbeng. lol. i didnt know what she was talking about till the next day when i applied wax to go out, i realised there's a tail at the back. no wonder. haha. i love this new style though. (:

2010-09-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

the reason they wore baju raye was because our last day of school fell on the eve of Raya. unfortunately my baju raye was still being altered so i couldnt wear it in school.

Jeremy, Isaac, me, Arep, Tahir, Hazwan, Zul, Farid

kak Siti, me, Iqah, Nadine

photos taken on last day of school which was actually last Thursday. was busy with Raya so i cant upload the photos here straight away. phew! finally school has finished. no more long hours of school. i soooo hate that, nobody gonna miss school for that. haha. but one thing i really will miss is all the friends. before school started, i only knew afew of them. but as we grew closer through out the months, we got to know more people. and yes, i will surely miss each and everyone of you guys from MPSIP Semester 3.1 batch 2010. those fond memories will always be kept in my heart. cheers! (:

2010-09-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

2008

2009

2010

hello readers! as i've promised, im gonna start updating. feels great to be blogging again. haha. reason i get to blog is because, school is now officially over. im so pleased as now i have all the time for myself. yay! im so glad to be leaving school early at 1pm just now. only halfday for Muslims uh, the rest stay till 5.30pm. haha. its unfair i know but who cares.

anyway, its Hari Raya! photos above are on 3 separate years. from my oh-so-irritating long hair to being 18 year old and finally this year's new color baju raye. i cant wait to go visiting! like seriously, just think about all the food. omg food galore man! and yes, this year raye is gonna be something different. raye with Baby. *winks*

for goodness sake, i just realised my house hasnt even bought a single kuih raye. cant believe this man. house still messy due to renovation. mum even said that we wont be expecting visitors to our house this year because the house isnt fully ready. oh man, i really wanna invite my friends but considering the situation of the house, i cant. how sad. and yes about kuih raye, i miss the old times when my siblings and i would help mum bake kuih raye. that was last tym when mum wasnt working because we were small and she had to take care of the 3 of us. haha. but now for the past 3 years, especially this year, everything has changed. mum busy with work, the 3 of us also busy with school and stuff. we rarely had time to bake kuih raye. haish. not only my house will be closed to everyone, not even a single kuih raye on the table! if buy also no use la, the people in the house would eat it anyway. haha. especially people like me who sneaks up to the table and eat all the kuih raye. hehe.

i think thats all for today's update. will be more in the future so stay tune. im so hungry already, hasnt eaten anything for buke. dad just reached home with food. its Arnold baby! haha. yummy yummy. ok till here, Selamat Hari Raye! (:

2010-08-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

i'll be back!

sorry for the lack of updates. been a month since i last blogged huh. haha. im super busy with school now and afew other matters. that explains why. and when i think of it, i miss blogging so much. but i promise, i'll update as soon as i can in the near future alright. promise. till here, take care. (:

2010-07-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

update on soccer match, Team Mechatronics 3-2 Team Electronics. yes, we won again! this time we won in style as we got to play the match in our new jersey. somehow in the 2nd half i almost started a fight. was trying to protect my teammate, Zuhir, from being kicked around by the opponent. they were all aiming to play rough tackle on him because he can dribble well. so what i did was, i pushed the guy who tackled him and was about to punch him in the face when i was stopped by Zul and the other players. damn it. anyway, we scored the winning goal just minutes before the final whistle. Afif scored from close range and we all, including those sitting on the bench, ran to him and topple all over. its like as if we just won the World Cup. haha. but before that winning goal i had a chance to score as i struck the ball hard, only to be denied by the post. omg i felt like crying, how could the ball not went in. i could hear the crowds shouting 'goaaaaal' as they too, thought the ball had went in. just wasnt my luck. anyway on behalf of the whole team, i would like to wish our dear friend Shafiq a speedy recover. he went to hospital after having diffculties to breathe. he was coughing all the way throughout the match and he complained about feeling pain on his chest. doctor said his lungs are compressed due to too much smoking. takecare bro, we are waiting for you to return to school soon. (:

here are some photos from the match. more photos on my Facebook.

warm up

is he trying to grab my butt?!

back row all sembahyang except Afif. haha.

listening to instructions from the team

semangat National Day or what!

Predator, CTR 360, Tiempo

the girls cheering us

this is Isaac, the guy whom we call our manager. thanks to him for taking photos for us.

but he is so dumb, go take photos till my camera battery low.

hey thats me!

and me again!

and again!

se-le-keh

our proud keeper who managed to keep balls off the goal line. but he let 2 goals in somehow.

lepaaaaaaaaaaaaks

there's videos too but i'll post it on another day. till here, byeeeee!

2010-07-25T17:42:00.018+08:00

cutie nose

say hello to my 500th post. hurray! haha. anyway, Happy 19th Birthday to cousin Suyanti! sorry wasnt able to attend your birthday party yesterday, i've got plans la. haha. so yes, that last minute plan was because Baby called me up telling me her mum gave permission to watch movie but must be home not so late. i knew i should take this opportunity to spend some time out with her. if not, when else can we? i mean she's busy with studies and her parents doesnt like her going out much considering that she's having her O-level this year. hence, i skipped soccer and went out with her instead. besides, mum gave me money. she even asked me to use that money to pay for Baby's movie ticket. wah so good sia. haha.

fetched her from tuition, off to Tampines where we thought of catching the 4.40pm show but all tickets were sold out. what do you expect, Inception sia. the best ever movie im looking forward to. haha. so we decided to get the 5.30pm show. the movie was awesome, love the effects. and like what Baby said, the movie left her mindfcuked. you guys should watch it, 5 thumbs up i can assure you although starting part it was abit confusing. haha.

had dinner after movie. usual place, Food Culture. im so bored with the food there. haha. then, the usual walk back home to send her. its been a routine for us to walk home whenever we go out to Tamp, she lives only a 10 minutes walk away. realising that nobody was home yet, she quickly got changed and we slacked at the void deck for about half an hour. i find it hard to say goodbye when we had to go home separate ways. its like i dont want to be separated from her. i just want her next to me as we talk nonstop. haha. oh wells.

there's something about her which keeps me drawn to her. she could be super annoying at times. she'll ask questions like 'am i irritating?' and somehow doesnt realise she's been asking it repeatedly. see, how annoying is that. but cute though. haha. on the other hand, she's sweet and smart. the way she behaves around me and how she brings herself really catches my heart. maybe i can say im lucky to have her. haha. when asked how would she prefer me to be - muscular or the way i am now, she insists she loves me being the way i am now. she doesnt care because she thinks i look acceptionally good this way. awwwww how flattering. but no, i still wanna add more muscles in me. not so sapau la but still atleast something to leave her drooling. hehe. thus i shall not stop on my workouts.

iloveyou, Syahirah

2010-07-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

2 names, 1 number, 1 heart, 1 love. (:

went to collect a set of new jerseys for our Team Mechatronics. two 7-seater cars and two bikes went to Queensway. altogether 15 people. padehal afew people go collect can already sia. haha. what a big chaotic group of students from Temasek Poly who sneaked out of school for awhile to get the stuff. haha. ordered a total of 25 full suit jerseys and 5 shirt only jerseys. ate lunch at Queensway mac before heading back to school. a relieve that none of the teachers caught us going out of school without permission. hehe.

now i cant wait to wear this new jersey for the match on next Wednesday. Mechatronics is representing Engineering School. we'll be playing against ITAS School. for those students from Engineering School, do come down to Sports Hall at 3pm to support us or your other friends playing for Team Mechatronics. we need your every encouragement so do cheer for us in every way you can. lets scare the opponent. Engine rocks! (:

2010-07-18T21:15:00.005+08:00

hello everyone, im back! haha. just doing a short post here since i cant find time to update it during weekdays. so yes, everything seems to be going great for me and Baby. i love her very much, thats all i could say. haha. speaking about that, reminds me of Eclipse. damn i hadnt had a chance to watch it. i wanted to go watch with Baby but she too, is busy studying for her O's. everyday study, pity her. haha. if she's not watching it anytime sooner, neither do i. thats what being fair is about. (:

this morning when i woke up i looked outside my window and saw 2 banglas. both were wearing Temasek Poly's purple shirt, Engineering School pulak tu. dari mane tah dorang kebas ni. haha. i just realised i've been texting Baby from 12 plus in the afternoon till now sia. omg thats so long, but i enjoy every moment of it. hehe. ok now she's online yay! oh btw, here are pictures from my nephew's birthday party and all the July babies celebration:

kak nor's family; a happy family

birthday boy caught in the act!

cum face. hahaha! ok wth.

gayness

the brothers

she said she wanna sing and dance Waka Waka.

oops kentot! and she was laughing so loudly. haha.

chakkkkk!

me with the other July babies - some werent there to celebrate together

Baby took a video of me. ignore my sleepy face, thank you very much. haha.

in school surfing the net, kinda childish. haha.

iloveyou, Syahirah

2010-07-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

ewww, me face sux!

she's taking small babysteps. haha.

like pro only..

sleepy face

an update of last week's outing with Baby. she wanted to celebrate my birthday in advance so yeah. haha. went for iceskating, didnt want to ask much from her coz i think i'd rather spend quality time with her than receiving lotsa presents from her. anyway, i thought iceskating was fun enough. Baby was kinda frustrated that i learnt how to skate much quicker than her. it was my 1st time while it was the 2nd time for her. eh Baby, i can skate faster than you! hehe. and yes, i fell 3 times. the 4th one i fell together with Baby. was holding her hands to guide her but somehow something happened and we both crashed to the ground like nangke busok! hahaha.. of course it was frightening to fall but the experience was great, furthermore falling with the person you love the most. haha.

after iceskating, waited for Baby to change to her dress as she's attending her school concert later on. went for an early dinner at Marina Square and then slacked at Esplanade, where we waited for the concert to start. while she had her concert, i spent my time sitting at Marina Square Starbucks. blasted my ears with MP3 music and luckily i brought along the book which i borrowed from Nelly. haha. i read half the book in that 2 hours sia. and the more i read the more sleepy i get. the White Chocolate Mocha from Starbucks isnt helping much to stop me from being sleepy. haha. finally she called saying the concert just ended and so, picked her up at Cityhall mrt and sent her home.

look closely at the lady in the video. she looks like Nelly! hahaha..

2010-07-08T23:30:00.004+08:00

i want a dinner date with Emma Watson as a birthday present, can?

first of all, a special thanks to all these people listed below. thank you so much for the birthday wishes either through phone calls, text messages or on my Facebook wall. the names are in order of who wished me first till the last current wish that i received for the day.

SyahirahBaby, NellyBestie, Nazurah, Erah, Kelly, Fadhil, Shidah, Nazry, Arep, Rohaizad, Aliff Benasi, Hazwan, Ashila, Raina, Darling Manje, Nurul Zakirah, Lina Amirah, Dyan Ahmellina, Suleendra, Nurul Amira, Suhada, Sharifah, Khai Exile, Iskky Barker, Firdaus Hassan, Wardah Keileigh Mariah, Matin Ilyas, Sufian, Anuar, Amirah Adillah, Iqah Fish, Isaac, Jeremy Wong, Tahir, Daryszwan, Farid, Nadine, Shaiful, Sumaiyah, Zul Sotong, Hafiz, Saifuddin, Hidayah, Zuhir, Nazirull, Wan Ridhwan, Rusydina, Sha Pinky, Ahmad, Maman, kak Anis, Oshin Messi, Pia Utopia, Aiman, Siti Khadijah, Hazwani, Jiansheng, Halmie, Inie, Ana Shawty, Fadzylla Marican, Alycia, Nadya Evans, Norashikin, Saipul, Ina Lovelette, Soe Soee, Crystal Ann Kiara, Baharom, Fairul, Ayu Shakirin, Adilah, Mardyo, Celine Derella, Andi Yasmin, Nana Marciano, Andi Yusof, Bryan Chew, Ida Deluna, Nabilah, Asyura, Ally Augie, abg Noh, Nurul Jannah, Nur Fazerah, Princess Lia, Amirah Ats, Syabilla, Xinny, Julie Billy, Chikanitro Isaac, Fatin Nadhirah, Firdiana Asnan, Hazyqa Fayette, Wilson, Seri Yuhanis, Anil Dass, Farah Alejandro, Farah Fareezah, abg Amin, Nicolette Tan, Hana Hamzah, Ferra Ferdiana, Aiha, Farahin Malek, Nohedeiye.

So anyway, yesterday after school went for a dinner with my usual 4 closest friends at Swensen's. eventhough i was too tired after a long day of work in school and also playing soccer, i still enjoyed their company. and of course the usual jokes we normally have whenever the 5 of us meet. haha. i just wanna thank you guys again for the dinner treat, i really appreciate it. we've known each other for 6 years since Sec 1 and im glad to have known people like you guys. brothers forever!! (:

*photos of birthday dinner will be uploaded on my Facebook*

2010-06-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

i've predicted a win for Spain and i was right. haha. anyway, just now soccer was great. Team MTN beat Team ETCM 3-0. played for about 20 minutes in the 1st half before being substituted to let other people play. as for 2nd half, i became captain and they all relying on me to guide the team so as not to concede any goals, which we've already scored 3 goals in the 1st half. but not even 5 minutes into the 2nd half, i was kicked on my calf and when i fell, the next thing i found both my calf cramp sia. i cant move so i just lied down on the carpet grass till one of my teammate came to my assist. i rested for awhile but came back on onto the field for the last half an hour. again, they ask me to wear the captain armband on my arm. haha. anyway, after the match Team ETCM wanted a rematch in 2 weeks time. this time round i have a feeling they would field a stronger team. but if we could still beat them in the rematch, confirm they feel paisei sia coz they still not good enough to beat us. haha. so yeah, i wanna show them what MTN boys are made of. lets go for war boys, awoo awoo awoo!! (:

2010-06-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

i miss you too, love.

wun be going for Eclipse premier tomorrow. reason is, i dont have much time. i mean its stated in the email that i hafta collect the tickets between 6-7pm but i only end school at 5.30pm. and because im having a soccer match on the same day in school, i hafta go home put my stuffs and get a quick shower first so i feel good when i go out again to watch movie. but again, i dont have much time. so yes, i forfeit the tickets since none of my friend wants it.

speaking about soccer, tomorrow will be Team MTN vs Team ETCM at 3pm, Temasek Poly stadium. im playing for my course MTN and being selected as the vice-captain of the team just makes it more pressurising. we'll be going into the match as underdogs but we wont let our course down for sure. with a squad of 20 players, we're determined and proud to represent Mechatronics. the school has sent out emails to all Year 3 students to support between the 2 teams. omg, im expecting a large crowd turning up to see us play. im nervous already. haha. but yet, this is the chance to be in the limelight. (:

this morning's World Cup match is between Spain and Portugal. a tough match indeed and its a mouth watering clash. its hard to predict who will win but i gotta go with Spain going through to the next round.

2010-06-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

piace quando mi fissa, con quel sorriso dolce del tuo

im so bored, im actually reading this so called advance 'birthday card' (more of a letter. haha! but its ok) that Baby gave to me last week when we went to watch Toys Story 3. she pasted a face of me and wearing an Arsenal jersey. how cute. haha. she was scared i find it horrendous but doesnt matter for me. what matters is the things she wrote in there. seriously, she's the 1st girl to have written me a good, simple yet sweet card ever. that explains why im reading it again and again. haha.

anyway, was late for school today. i mean damn late. came at 2.45pm, sory uh i overslept sia. hehe. did not do much work though. went to check email and guess what, won a pair of tickets to Twilight Eclipse gala premier on 30th June Wednesday, 9pm at Shaw Bugis. i thought i could ask Baby out to watch with me but her parents wouldnt let her out at night. somemore there's school the next day. so the next person i asked was Nelly since we both made a promise last year to watch Eclipse together. but again, she had the same reason as Baby. so now i think i'll just go with sis. i've never attended a gala premier and it would be great if my face is out on the tv. haha. who knows they'll pick me out to give comments about the movie after watching it. cool shit.

so yeah, after school met up with Baby. accompanied her to Afghan to get some stuff. her parents asked her to buy dinner. haha. one thing i love about her today is, she didnt had her makeups on. she was simply gorgeous. wow, 1st time seeing her natural beauty. haha. but i gotta say, i prefer her with no makeups. well maybe abit but not so much. so Baby if you're reading this, do remember less makeups when we go out next time ok. we made a deal already and thank god she agreed to have less makeups. haha. love u babe. <3

my blog songs are getting boring but im plain lazy to change it. hehe. and i totally forgot all about the book which i borrowed from Nelly weeks ago. i only read afew pages and left it on the shelf. omg i should start reading it anytime soon or else she'll thinks that im stealing her book. haha.

2010-06-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

had NAPFA test in school just now. one of the toughest i've ever been in. here's what happened and also the results.

Standing Broad Jump, 242cm - B

my frens were all like woaaahhhhh. haha. im sure they havent seen a short guy jumping far. who says short guys are useless? well, im here to prove to all that even a short guy can jump far.

Sit and Reach, 46cm - B

just a normal routine. my previous one was like 42cm. i can say i did improve. haha.

Shuttle Run, 9.11secs - A

required to get an A is 10.2secs but i smashed it into pieces by setting my 1st timing since primary school which is lower than 10secs. Nike Mercurial Vapor shoe i was wearing gave a little advantage. its light and responsive. that explains why i had the fastest time among the others. haha.

Sit-Ups, 57 - A

targeted 60 eventhough 42 is enough to get an A. juz 3 more and i would have reached my goal but the time keeper shouted 1 minute already. haha. and now my abs are aching abit but not as much as like those secondary school days. i have stronger abs maybe? haha.

Pull-Ups, 11 - A

perhaps the most exciting station ever. here we can see who will suffer in NS. haha. and also a chance to prove that a small guy like me is more superior and stronger than those who are bigger than me. pity looking at most of my friends who cant even do 5 pull-ups. i wish i could help but im powerless. haha. to get an A, i must do more than 10. so yup, i did what im supposed to do. than one of the teacher there said i shouldnt have any problems in NS later coz i can do 10 or more. they say NS will train us to do double than we can right now. so its expected that after i end my NS, i should be able to do between 20-22. yay! haha.

2.4km Run, 10mins 29secs - B

last but not least, the most demanding of all. haha. started off in 3rd but halfway through i dropped to 8th till the finish line. shit i should have gotten an A because its stated that in order to get A, timing must be 10mins 21secs or below. but i was just 8secs too slow. so close yet so far. haha.

so yeah, overall i scored 27 points. 6 point more than the required 21 points to get gold. proud of myself man. haha. secret to getting gold? 3 simple steps - play sports, never smoke or drink, keep doing workouts. thats my principle. (:

im worried much when i go NS. reason is, with my good achievements for NAPFA, i might be dumped in Pes A. its a place where the fittest guys are in when they serve NS. their trainings all very tough sia. but then good la, once i come out from there hopefully i'll look more sapau. hahaha!

2010-06-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

as promised, here are the photos from last weekend chalet. photos are in random order. celebrated June babies' birthdays and also gather as a whole family eventhough some werent able to attend. ohyes, i got 20th for the lucky draw which has 22 prizes in all. won a flask for drinking water. not bad la. haha. atleast i go home with something. (:

2010-06-14T23:28:00.005+08:00

firstly would like to inform that i'll only post the photos of last week's chalet if i have time tomorrow. quite a busy man for today. well not really, was out with Baby. hehe. she said she wanted to watch movie so accompanied her and besides i hafta get a new soccer bag after mum accidentally tore the strap while doing the laundry. Baby was super gorgeous today, i had my eyes on her throughout the whole time and couldnt care much about what's going on around me. haha. so yeah, watched Karate Kid and we had to sit on the front row seats since there's no more available for that timing. saket siol my neck but good la, i have better vision because my eyes are a lil bit rabun. haha. and Baby cried abit during one sad part of the movie. awww she's so cute. (:

gosh i miss Baby so much. was away for only 2 days at the chalet and im already missing her like an idiot. wonder how its gonna be when i go NS. haha. apparently im like smiling to myself reading a particular post from her blog. it was quite some time ago when we were still dating back then. i cant help but to read it over and over again. so sweet of her. here's part of what she wrote...

Speaking of Herman, that boy has been a right comfort. Been feeling down these last couple of days. Dont rly show it but its constant heartache. Talking to him, just smsing him, helps. Keeps my mind off things. And it's good to know that there's someone by my side who's as good as him. Went out w him on Saturday. One word for it, sweet. One of th nicest guys I've ever met, swearrr. And he kept me smiling throughout th whole date. And he's frigging adorable. Like mintak kene cubit and peluk youknow?! Haha.

Will Smith's son is awesome and he's cute.

2010-06-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

i overslept this morning and didnt go school. apologies to Daryzswan because i think he came to school but i was still sleeping like pig. and worse, Tahir didnt come too so in the end Wan was the only one who came. felt so sory for him sia. but anyway, went out in the afternoon to meet Baby. she treat me lunch at Fish, thanks babe! really appreciate it tau. she knew i hadnt eaten since yesterday's lunch and she promised to treat me when we meet so yeah. haha. after lunch we went for a walk at all 3 of the malls there. bought a new toothbrush coz i always change them in afew months. and also a new soccer socks coz the old one had became too loose.

my birthday is nearing but i had not yet think of a present that i want. Baby been urging me to think something that i want coz she wants to buy it for me. haha. patotnye aku yg urge dier suroh belikn but ni terbalek plak. nevermind then, its good that she does offer to buy me something. not like some people who purposely forgets and got away with it. haha. so yeah, i cant think of anything! how ahhhh?? this what happens when i dont get much surprises for my birthday coz i always feel that on my birthday its like any other normal days. seriously, my family doesnt really celebrate my birthday except when i were small back then. damn how sad. i can only rely on my friends for celebrations. haha. but for this year gonna be different coz im sure Baby would be celebrating with me. i hope so la. (:

will be off to chalet tomorrow and back by Sunday morning. cant wait to spend some valuable time with fellow cousins and relatives. see ya all there soon! and for you readers, i wont be updating my blog till im back. so takecare alright, wish me luck for chalet coz there'll be a lucky draw and hopefully i can win 1st prize. hahaha!

* i just found out that Wan is Baby's cousin. what the fcuk! all this while i've been working on the project with her cousin sia. hahahaha..*

2010-06-09T21:48:00.005+08:00

went out yesterday with sis, Fadhil, Nelly and her friend, Ila. from Orchard to Istana Park to Fort Canning to Cityhall and finally Esplanade. yup, we walked from Orchard all the way to Esplanade. haha. Nelly and Ila were super hyper. haha. below are random photos, more photos at my Facebook.

i like this photo the best!

woit bertentang mata sama Nelly siol. haha.

for once i thought it was Kelly there because both Nelly and Kelly just look the same. haha!

2010-06-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

it sucks when we still hafta come school during holidays to just finish up our projects. damn. early in the morning just now my groupmates and i did some work as seen in the picture below. junkyard sia. haha.

and when things got bored, especially after a heavy lunch at macs, this was what we did with my laptop. cool shits. haha.

met up with her after school since she was outside too, on her way home. feels awesome when im with her, wishing we could just sit there for hours enjoying each other's company. and looking at these pictures below is already enough for me to miss her presence by my side.

iloveyou, Syahirah ♥

2010-06-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

saw this short film from a friend's blog, credits to Farahdina. a product of Temasek Poly. wow im proud to be a student of Temasek Poly. haha. anyway, this short film is kinda touching. well, we bear the consequences over what we've done. enjoy the film! (:

everyday without fail we would text each other. and when i go home from school, she would accompany me through texting all the way till i reach home. and when im done with my usual stuff, we would text again till the moment my eyes close for a good night sleep. that is just the littlest thing she did for me as there's alot more which i think would take me a long time if i were to jot down here. iloveyou, baby. ♥

2010-05-31T21:13:00.001+08:00

the moment those Red Bull girls entered our workcell, we were like dogs with our tongues out. haha. simply because in our workcell there's no attractive girls around so when one comes in, we're all ecstatic. after all both the girls were pretty gorgeous i would say. one of them wore a white tshirt and her black bra is visible to our naked eyes. no wonder we went crazy. haha. anyway, the Red Bull girls came in just to give us free Red Bull drinks. i needed it so much as i was too exhausted with project and somehow after drinking it i felt energetic. thats why they say Red Bull gives you wings~

yesterday's F1 race was a humiliating and disappointing one for Team Red Bull. Vettel crashed out of the race. shit, i hate seeing my favourite driver losing out. this was what happened:

Mark Webber vs Sebastian Vettel

poor teamwork between Webber and Vettel. they should have raced along side each other and anticipate a good rivalry as shown by both Mclaren's Hamilton and Button:

Lewis Hamilton vs Jenson Button

2010-05-29T11:28:00.001+08:00

yesterday went for a chalet meeting with some of us cousins at Suntec Starbucks. followed by window-shopping, Toys 'r Us, dinner at Burger King and lastly Carrefour. more photos at my Facebook.

Mexican Ironman

Jasman and kak Anis battling out

Fadhil doing the Ironman dance. haha!

child abuse siakk.. tsktsktsk!

our cute lil nephew and niece

2010-05-25T19:04:00.004+08:00

Chully Chap Choli May 24 at 1:52am

Aku dngr2 kau brainwash nelly tkmo pegi kt boncit??

Herman Gustavo May 24 at 9:06am

1st of all, can i noe who u are? boncit mane ni? amir boncit eh? & sory, aku tk pernh uat pape btwn nelly & amir. juz to let u noe, aku tk pernh halang nelly nk mataer dgn sape2 pun. so tell me now, sape yg uat cite ni smue?

Chully Chap Choli May 24 at 1:27pm Report

fyi .. Ni kwn boncit ako perhatikan bler amir matae dgn nelly kao
mcm makin rapat dgn dier .. So ako rase kao penyebab boncit break
dgn nelly..

Herman Gustavo May 24 at 2:14pm

haha.. kau serious pe? kenape kau tk tanye nelly sendiri why dier
break dgn amir? aku dh lame knl nelly, amir shud noe dat aku &
nelly are bestfren. kite mmg rapat dari dulu lagi. fyi i believe
aku the 1st person nelly blg bile dier att dgn amir during
countdown celebration. & aku tk pernh halang dier nk mataer dgn
sape2 pun. im alwys by her side no matter wat. so bile kau send tis
msg, i dun see any reason why tis matter shud be brought up.
lagipun ni cite lame pe, dorg skrg dh tkde pape rite? so nape skrg
baru kau nk tanye aku??

Chully Chap Choli May 24 at 3:52pm Report

tapy kao dh tau per amir dh matae dgn nelly abeyy asl kao maseh nk
rpt dgn dier ... Mcmne si amir tk bingit BODOH !!!

Herman Gustavo May 24 at 5:05pm

alamak bro, salah ke klau aku kwn dgn nelly? i mean aku tahu dorg
dh att & aku klau bleh nk jauhkn diri aku frm nelly sia. kau tk
caye, kau tanye nelly sendiri. aku sendiri declare kat nelly yg aku
dh tkleh rapat lagi dgn dier. if amir ade confident in himself &
trust nelly fully, dier tk akan terfikir pun yg aku nk rampas nelly
dari dier. bro, aku kwn baik nelly ok, i wun do stupid tinks to her
lyk damaging her relationship wif another guy. fyi i was there for
her thru her ups & downs while she was wif amir. ohyes, if amir
tinks dat im trying to rampas nelly away frm him & he's mad at me,
why not u ask him to come to me personally & tok tinks out wif me?
nape mesti kau yg cakapkn untk dier kat sini? bro, aku tknk gado ni
smue ok, lets deal tis maturely lyk adults. either he comes to me &
clarify pape yg dier tk happy or u can simply stop sending me tis
kind of immature msg.

Chully Chap Choli May 24 at 5:46pm Report

kao pikir ako ni maseh bdk2 per .. Kae bler kao freee ? Mmg boncit
nk jmpe kao sngt2 ...

Herman Gustavo May 25 at 9:06am

sape ckp kau bdk2? apedahhhh. oh den kau pass aku number amir uh.
nanti aku contact dier.

Chully Chap Choli May 25 at 1:00pm Report

Ni no. dier 85230384..

Chully Chap Choli May 25 at 2:49pm Report

ako dh pass kao no. Amir asl kao tk kol dier ?

Herman Gustavo May 25 at 3:00pm

aku kat skola sampi kul 6 pe, kau pk aku ade tym nk kol dier. &
bende camni smue nk gado uatpe, buang mase aku je. take it easy..

Chully Chap Choli May 25 at 3:18pm Report

Kau tkde tyme abey mintak no. dier mcm phm uat ape sia.. Siala
siape yg nk gadoh kau ke aku in the first place aku tny baik2 pe..
Skrg kau yg uat aku bingit dgn kau pey bual2 yg nk step power nk
step ane nye abg2 jek..

Herman Gustavo May 25 at 3:27pm

aku nk gado in da 1st place? padehal sape yg start dulu, aku ke
korg? & klau camtu kau ckp dgn aku baik2, i dun tink so. sape suroh
kau marah, aku tk suroh pun. in fact ape yg aku ckp smue btol ape.
if kau tkleh accept den too bad uh, aku tkleh uat pape. so skrg ape
kau nye motive bile kau start sending ni msg smue?

Chully Chap Choli May 25 at 3:57pm Report

Boncit kate kol 6 kau call dier.. Senang pey cite..

looks like some people are trying to find fault with me. they are getting on my nerves. they get me upset, they'll pay for it...

2010-05-22T00:30:00.004+08:00

the only photo of the day. i tried getting her to take picture with me but she just wouldnt want to. haha. no point forcing her.

went out with her today. fetched her from her house since we live quite near. supposed to meet at 12pm but waited for her till 12.30pm. haha. and the movie we're watching was at 1.25pm so we hardly had time to take the bus and mrt. she suggested we take the cab. i was like are u sure?? i mean from Tampines to Orchard sia. haha. she insist to pay for the fare. at 1st i felt hesitant because i feel bad about it. haha. but ok fine i let her pay for it, next time my turn. (:

reached Cineleisure, bought our tickets for Shrek. she loves Shrek so much. so since we still had abit more time, we walked around 1st. seriously, this my 1st time watching a Shrek movie. for the last few movies of Shrek i didnt even watch sia. haha. the show was great though, very funny.

after movie, went to Orchard Central. kinda slacked at the roof top and then at BK where we had our so called early dinner at around 4 plus. haha. with the remaining amount of time, we went back to Cineleisure. grabbed a medium cup of Frolick. shared the yoghurt with her while we sat infront of Takashimaya talking about stuff. she pointed out that i look exactly like one of her ex. come on babe, that's not the 1st time u've been telling me since we met months ago. haha.

ok so at around 7 plus we headed home. reason is she hafta be home early. and again, she's lazy to take public transport home. haha. so cabbed home but this time i insist i pay half of the amount. lucky thing she allowed me to coz if not i feel so not gentleman. hehe. and something so paisei happened. while we were passing by at a bus stop near Tampines library where we got off from the cab, i saw my frens there. thing is, they saw me with a girl and they were teasing me. alamak korg ni, bikin gua malu uh. haha.

summary of the day, its a well done to myself. a proper date well planned out. bravo! haha. yeah im amazed at myself to how i treated her today. hopefully she feels like a princess for the day. omg she's so attractive, adorable and such a sweet girl in that black and white dress of hers. im impressed coz the last time we met, she only wore a shirt and short pants. haha. if only she wore a long skirt and tanktop just now, i think i'll be over the moon sia. hehe. (:

this is a special post for Nelly. im so touched by what she wrote at her blog. it makes me wanna cry when i read it but i held back my tears. i wont say what its about here but if u wanna know, read her latest post. and that picture above which she edited and posted on her blog, is something i will treasure. Nelly, things may have changed and we dont use to be as close at back then but i will always love u, friend. i miss u, i really do. may we meet again. and that's certainly will be, im very sure we will.

2010-05-17T17:10:00.003+08:00

an update of last Saturday's with family. went to Classic Interior Design to enquire about renovating our home. spent like almost 2 hours there as parents talked to the guy about choosing wat type of renovation. and my siblings and i got to choose our own room colors. there were so much stuff we discussed about. it was fun though. haha.

this is candid, my face wasnt suppose to be like that!

as for dinner, travelled back to Tampines. had our meals at Fish. it was my 1st time dining in there. would love to go there again, this time maybe with friends or a date. k cool. haha. ohyes, a guy waiter working there asked my sis for her number. but his face bopien sakk, cannot make it one. hahaha!

bapak aku step cute ajeeeee.

1st time see mum eat this. she dont eat western food because she orang kampung, only eat malay food. haha. but she loves prawns so when she saw lobsters on the menu, she ordered it straight away.

lastly before we headed home, we all dropped by a clinic near our house. im sick sia. yes, the whole day while im out i've been sneezing and disposing packets of tissue into the bin. i couldnt take it much longer and decided to go see doctor. luckily the clinic hasnt closed yet. my face in those pictures above doesnt show how sick i was because i was just trying to look pleasant for the camera. haha. and guess what, the doctor gave a 1 day MC on Monday, which is the reason why im blogging right now. if not, this blog will be dead as im too busy with school. i needed this MC so much so i could rest and have some time doing my own stuff at home. hate school. haha.

at clinic pun nk take picture. prangai mcam abg nye jgk!

so as soon as i reached home, tried on the new pair of streetsoccer shoe which i bought at Tampines1. just a simple Nike Mercurial but very light, easier and faster to run. im so glad that i can wear this new baby when i play streetsoccer. usually i wear my old BATA shoe which was also my secondary school shoe. so pathetic right and every time i wear that old shoe, my feet will get blisters all over. so yeah, parents agreed to buy me a new one. all thanks to them for making my wish come true. thank you very much daddy and mummy for the great day, eventhough i was sick and was a lil irritating when i kept asking for more tissue. (:

eye-catching color, attracts attention

thank god im feeling better than ever before. apetite is coming back, not like when im sick and i eat very little. oh my goodness. been 5th week of school, 16 more weeks left. but project is improving at a slow rate. i hope my othr 2 group members are doing fine with the project without me today. sorry guys, nari aku dudok umah goyang kaki uh. hehe. anyway, cant wait for outing on this coming Saturday. going out with Ally Shahirah. yay! (:

2010-05-08T10:23:00.014+08:00

she's the babe!

finally, i got my dream phone. so i can already cancel it out from my wish lish. haha. my handphone contract ends next week so i renewed it with this phone. been wanting to buy it since beginning of the year but money was a major obstacle. alhamdulillah, ade jugak rezeki yang datang. they say, rezeki jangan ditolak beb. haha. thanks to mummy and daddy. and i wont be expecting for any birthday presents from them because this handphone is enough as an early birthday present. byebye old phone, hello new phone! (:

2010-05-03T21:21:00.003+08:00

wohoo~ enjoying the life im entitled to!

im still overjoyed at yesterday's soccer match. we won 9-1, what a thrashing. haha. and my whole body is aching due to excessive workouts which i did yesterday morning. how i wish there's Labour Day holiday for us poly students.

been 3 weeks of school and im getting used to waking up early already, though at times i feel as if its an absolute burden. 19 more weeks to go, i shall stay strong throughout. damn. when i wake up every morning, the sky is turning blue. when i reach home every day, the sky is again turning blue. how boring. haha. i felt slightly unwell to attend school today. was about to text my other group members to inform them i aint coming but thinking again, i should just come and do something useful. besides i cant let my other group members complete our project without me helping them. so yeahh. im the youngest among the 3 of us, Tahir is 21 and Wan is 20. we dont have any major problems working with each other and i hope things will stay as how it is till the end of our project.

went for lunch with Tahir and Wan. we usually go lunch together, infact anywhere also. like Do-Re-Mi. haha. planned to meet Ira during lunch but she's at the library. at the same time Iqah and her friend came along to join us at our table so might as well stay with the 2 girls. sorry Ira, meet u another day k. i didnt eat, just drank NutriSoy. save money la. haha.

after lunch, back to workcell. continued on the work and research we did earlier. im so proud of myself today. did alot of research. that's because i put in effort. if not i'll be slacking and surfing the internet. hehe. i did my fair share of work and the other 2 guys has been cooperative, doing their fair share of work too. but an hour before we are released, i've stopped doing everything. brain shutdown mode already. haha. was sleepy so took a quick nap. before i knew it, its already end of school for today. woke up, scanned my card, pack up and out of the lab. yay!

next week monday will be having soccer match at Republic Poly, against their staff of teachers. that means i'll have to rush to get to Woodlands right after im dismissed from school. i thought of asking dad to fetch me since he's playing too but he'll only be out from work at 6.30pm. so will meet him there instead. i just hope there'll be no traffic jams or whatsoever as i need to reach there before 7pm. while soccer was moved to monday, im free to go out on the weekend. yay again! haha. well, only this weekend la but still, must be grateful that i could go out and enjoy.

ok lastly i have something to say for these 3 girls below.

Elly, irritating yet fun to be with buddy

NellyOreo, my special one and only bestie

Kelly Babybear, that sweet lil adorable princess

i miss each and all of u ladies so much! (:

2010-05-02T01:50:00.008+08:00

in loving memory of Melissa Toh, 18 year old student from Temasek Poly who committed suicide at her home in Ang Mo Kio on Wednesday morning.

oh behalf of all Temasek Poly students, eventhough some may not know you including myself, we are still mourning on your lost. looking through your photos, i believe you're a beautiful girl and very talented in drawing. may you rest in peace, fellow friend. you'll always be remembered. (:

chilling out with classmates just now. Arep, Isaac, Jeremy and me. ate at BBQ Chicken. Jeremy broke the back of a chair he was seating on. tah camne bleh pecah pun tk tahu, dekni dudok camne siol. haha. and we left the place without the workers or manager there being informed about the poor chair.

watched Iron Man 2 at Century Square. E!Hub and Tampines Mall fully booked. the queue was bloody long. like anaconda. haha. luckily we bought the tickets earlier before we went to eat. ohyes, the movie was awesome awesome awesome!! its a must watch, so guys go grab some friends and watch it real soon. haha.

after movie slacked at mac. i treat Jeremy a drink since he pokai already. haha. Arep had to go off right after movie since he has something on at home with his family. so the remaining 3 dudes had fun looking at Chinese girls at mac. there's some pretty ones i must say. from those studying at mac to those just having a Saturday night out. i had a crush on one cute Chinese girl seating a table behind us, only to find out that she was Isaac's friend. alamak how could this be. and Herman, i never thought u cld fall for a Chinese girl. what's gotten into u boy?? haha!

Jeremy was joke of the day. he already broke a chair earlier and now he did something similar again. we were about to leave mac. he stood up but accidentally somehow pushed his chair back too hard and it toppled over with a loud bang. wtf sia people all staring at us. paisei oi, cb la u Jeremy! haha. home sweet home then. ok i should be heading to bed now. nite! (:

2010-04-27T22:37:00.008+08:00

just an update on today. nothink much, but headline of the day was when Maman played with his laptop's webcam. he webcam with a maksaleh lady from dont know whick country. but she didnt show her face, we could only see below her neck onwards. so yes, there's like 15-20 of us crowding around the webcam and obviously the lady could see us. chat blablabla, then Maman asked her to open her shirt. and the lady did! left only her bra now. we were all laughing like crazy sia. haha. guess what happened next, she took off her bra too! she covered her boobs with her hands and we were all going crazy. haha. well, i think u all already know what she will do next. yes, she lets go of her hands and we could see her naked boobs! omgomgomg! all of us were making lotsa noise. haha. satu lab kecoh siak. seeing us laughing and all, the lady said "u guys are cute!" hahahahahhaha.. then she stood up, was about to roll down her underwear or G-string or whatsoever its called, we told her to sit back on the chair. haha. after that i dont know what happened coz i walked away to my table already. baik uh Maman, if tk kene tangkap dgn skola naseb sia tu. haha.

anw, was in the bus going home and i slept again. ok uh, actually everyday in the bus i always tertido one. haha. tired sia. and once again like last Friday, my head hit the glass window. paisei sia. lucky i sat at the rear end. no one noticed except for the guy next to me. he must be giggling inside. haha. damn, i just closed my eyes and continued sleeping, hoping he would get off the bus as soon as possible. haha.

pimples are growing on my face yet again. man i hate this. if its not on the right cheek, it'll be on the left and vice-versa. last few days i asked my sis how come every now and then i always have pimples growing. she told me about one of her friend's theory. her friend's theory indicates that its because i dont eat certain food. yes, i dont eat sardines(ewwww!! i hate the smell) and i only consume certain type of eggs like half-boiled eggs, telur rebus and telur mata lembu. other than those eggs i wont eat. haha. but again, what kind of stupid theory is that?? wtf doesnt even make sense. i beg to differ!

nice and sexy pout there, she wants to kiss me. hehe. i wanna meet this girl here. wei kamu, saye nk jumpe awak la! haha. hopefully we get to meet up real soon yeah. yes, i cant wait to see u! (:

2010-04-25T22:49:00.003+08:00

shopped for a new pair of soccer boots yesterday with Fadhil. meet my new friend, Nike CTR360 Maestri FG. it costs me $126 and its the 1st boot i bought that is above $100. i even purchased a red Nike laces which costs $7 and replaced it with the original grey laces. that $7 will go to Aids Foundation in South Africa, as seen on its package 'Lace Up Save Lives'. i wanna help those Aids-affected people there so buying the laces(which are also worn by professional footballers) is something small i can contribute to. (:

played a soccer match at Bedok Green Sec. Syahrul, Fadhil and i played for a friend's team. we lost 5-1 if im not wrong. but not my team wat so gi mampos uh kalah pun kalah la. haha. Syahrul played at central defend, Fadhil central midfield and i played upfront as striker. i paired up with this Myanmmar guy. there's once when i crossed a curling ball into the box. he only needed to touch the ball into the net but he shot the ball over the bar. i was disappointed uh coz i provided him a good chance to score but he didnt take the opportunity fully. and i could have scored 2 goals which is a clear open goal but that same guy didnt wanna pass the ball to me, instead he'd rather take on the keeper himself. selfish sia, so frustrating. he could have passed the ball to me and the final score would maybe have been 5-3. but i dont wanna open my mouth by scolding or blaming anyone as this isnt my own team.

anyway, im satisfied with the new boot. it gave me an increase of speed, control of the ball and also a comfortable balance. a perfect one that suits my style of play. and not to forget the sports wristband too which helps to maintain my stamina level and withstand pressure of high adrenaline rush. no wonder i feel less tired just now. haha. i couldnt be so much happier coz today my injured ankle didnt suffer any bad tackles or whatsoever. phew!

girl, my heart sank when u said u were grounded and u cant go out on weekends. i really cant wait to meet up with u, i even had plans on what to do on our 1st date. but all that is not gonna be a possibility now. ):

2010-04-20T21:35:00.004+08:00

hello! so school has started and 2nd day of school was the same like the 1st. it was so dreadful to wake up early in the morning just now. partly because the previous night i talked on the phone with someone till 12 plus. haha. once i put down the phone, tros i tido knockout sia. anw, been 2 days i took bus 8 to school. wahh fcuk sia the bus damn packed! especially at Afghan bus stop. yg naik smue Temasek Poly students. haha. frm all the year 1 noobies to the 'reluctant-to-go-school-at-8am' year 3 students like me. haha. eh i year 3 already ok, respect uh skit!

reached school, clocked in by scanning my card. we hafta clock in every morning at 8.30-9am and then clock out in the evening at 5.30-6pm. bleh mati sia 9 hours in school. worse than working! timetable for this week is slack. we only start working on our given projects next week after planning it out with our supervisor which each group will be assigned to one supervisor. my group has 3 people including me and we were allocated to Innovation Project. our project product is eligible for the TKK which means Tan Kah Kee award but only if its good enough to be selected for the competition uh. other groups not under TKK so my group and those afew other groups selected can count ourselves lucky but our project will be much harder compared to the rest uh. lets say if we win the award, every group member will be given $5000 each. wow! atleast that would motivate us to do our best in this project. haha. so the 3 of us cant slack that much. we gotta start thinking of what product to come up with. our invention must not have been found/created in real world and somehow could be a solution to a current unsolved problems in real world. that's the complicated part, MUST NOT HAVE BEEN SEEN/CREATED/FOUND IN REAL WORLD. but i came up with an idea. buat jamban bareng! amacam cool tk? hasnt been created yet sia. so for elderly that cant walk, they can just berak sambil bareng. hahaha!

apart from planning for our projects, we had lectures in these 3 days to help us understand on using softwares which we will be using to build our projects. else, there's nothing much for this week. only that we have long break hours while waiting to clock out at 5.30pm. ohyes, we hafta stay in our workcell for most part of the time. anyone caught loitering around the school not doing their projects will be marked absent. absent twice and all is gone, they mark as fail. but they say if got MC den ok uh. shud not be more den 5 MC during the whole semester. wahh suddenly i feel like im jailed in a working company. go out of workcell(except for lunch) also must text/inform supervisor where we going to. what the fcuk!

so just now during lunch, my group members Tahir and Wan headed to ITAS canteen. i mcam phm only nk eat but reached there perot tros dh kenyang. in the end i ate only durian ice kachang as the weather is so hot humid. not bad eh, year 1 students also ade yg attractive seyy. hehe. but cute ones very hard to find uh. done with lunch, headed to library search for books as referrence for our project. but before that, must text supervisor and inform him that we going to library. pathetic sia. so if we got caught walking around the school, we're not in trouble since the supervisor knows that we were from the library.

after library, back to workcell. started on our 1st assignment. it got so cold in the lab, lucky i brought my sweater. imagine from 1-5pm in the air-conditioned lab. camni kua lab my hair frozen sia. haha. and most annoying part is clocking out at 5.30pm. the queue to scan our cards are like damn long, longer than anaconda! so being impatient, my group members along with other groups that share the same workcell decided to push and mosh. haha. prangai melayu sia kite, shame on us! haha. but blame the scanning system uh, so slow till the queue gets so long and unbearable. besides there's no teacher standing there so ABIT pushypushy not wrong wat. actually push alot uh. hehe.

dats it for today's post uh. basically an experience on my 1st two days of being a year 3 student, having so much expectation ahead of us in completing our projects. we're scared too u know, afraid that we wun be able to complete our projects on time. but what to do, shud be able to pull this through together. teamspirit plays a huge part and i hope to give my best and contribute all i can for my group. may we win that $5000! (:

2010-04-17T14:18:00.001+08:00

eh pompan, aku dh fed up dgn kau skrg. i dont like it when u treat me as if im your bf. get this right, im not your bf neither u are my gf. i just wanna be friends with u and nothing more. i hate it when every time u try to find fault with me all because of Nelly. who are u to judge her. maybe u do have the rights to feel jealous about me and Nelly but u dont have the rights to instruct me what to do about my life. u asked me to leave her. im not stupid ok bitch. i wont leave Nelly for someone yg tk sedar diri like u. infact, i wont even leave her forever. u wanna try separate us or talk bad about Nelly, u make sure u kill me 1st. kau pk kau sape, gf aku? relax sua eh, im not like any othr guys yg kau bleh senang2 mintak stead pastu aku accept. so dont ruin my life and pester my relationship with Nelly, expecting me to always layan u. kau nk org layan kau, pegi carik matrep2 yg kat luar sane. aku tkde tym nk layan pompan yg desperate cam kau. i've never felt this impatient and furious with a girl before but u've crossed my limits. its because you're a girl that i dont put my hands on u. klau kau laki, dh lame aku cepuk muke kau. i doubt u gonna read this post but if u happens to come across my blog, i have this to tell u. kau bleh blah la pompan sial!

for those reading my post here, sory for my harsh words. cant take it siak. darah up already uh. been very patient but now i cant let myself being taken advantage of. imma good guy but i can be real nasty at times when some people just brings the worse out of me. its true uh i have lotsa female friends. eventhough they are like alot, i only contact with some. people can easily say 'eh ape susah, ajak uh pompan kua. kau kn byk gals yg kau knl'. but the truth is, none came as close as Nelly. i dont feel really comfortable with other girls like how i am with Nelly. since the last time i broke up with my ex, Nelly has been the closest and only girl with me. my heart has closed for other girls. Nelly as a friend is already enough to bright up my life. but now im starting to open up a lil bit. just that i dont like it when girls take advantage of me expecting me to be their bf. i only wanna make friends unless if i have special feelings for one, which is unlikely because no other is much more special than Nelly.

to Nelly if you're reading this, im sory for not been giving u attention nowadays. i admit u dont get as much attention like u do when u were in sec 1 last time as compared to now. maybe we are both getting really busy with our own lifes now. every now and then i did try to put some time to spend with you but its quite hard to meet up frequently. when im busy, you're free. when you're free, im busy. things would always get in the way. so sory that things has changed the good times. and one reason to why i didnt chat with you often is because im afraid you're still mad at me because of the other day. besides u said your handphone bill hadnt settled yet so i thought its better if i dont text you. but trust me, im still my old self. i still want you. i still need you. i miss the way we are together.

a song for you. me. us.

2010-04-15T17:58:00.001+08:00

hello! sorry hasnt been updating. well, i can declare myself fit now. been a whole week im down with fever. and the whole week i didnt do any workouts. will start tomorrow then. my injured ankle hadnt got any better. infact, i hurt it again the previous saturday during soccer and now its swollen. somehow my left wrist is aching too.

i've just checked my new timetable for the coming semester. since its my 3rd year already, im gonna have a major project. no classes but just projects till the semester ends. its horrifying to see that i hafta attend school 8am-6pm everyday. so meaning every friday after masjid i cant join Syahrul and Sufian to slack, instead hafta return to school. sorry uh bros, aku dh year 3. nanti korg masok year 3 pun kene cam aku. haha. Razzak is having his attachment outside school so we wont be able to see him much for the whole semester. im not sure if i could adapt to this sudden change of long hours in school. bet whenever i reach home from school it'll be like 7pm plus. bathe, dinner, do everything that's supposed to be done, maybe online for awhile and then off to bed. i predict that's gonna be my routine schedule for the time being because i knew i hafta sleep early in order to be ready for the next day of school which means i must wake up early at 5.30am. and this routine will go on for the whole 19 weeks of the semester. damn it, hard life ahead. worried much? yes of course but i aint the only one. those in my batch are experiencing the same thing like i do. good luck guys!

the last week of holidays are ending faster than i thought. maybe because i stayed whole day at home? maybe. i need some entertainment and crazy wild night out with friends. thought of asking Elly for help if i could tag along with her for clubbing or anything that has gotta do with partying. and maybe i could take long bus ride from one end to the other end of Singapore, u know just to explore the island. haha. sounds crazy. but to think of it, i'd rather stay home and enjoy playing games. typical single life. haha. ape nk uat, no girl to memotek with uh. kk joking. haha.

ohyes, am looking forward for tomorrow. hoping the boys are planning for a last outing before everyone goes back to school. maybe town after masjid, how about it guys? perhaps i could get myself 1 or 2 more new shirts so i could wear them to school. haha. yet again, typical single life sia. shop till i drop. i never thought imma shopaholic too, as long as i have the money then it shouldnt be a problem uh. haha. school is starting soon and will start on my saving scheme. will try not to eat in school much and save the money. but looking at the long hours being in school, i find it a lil hard to stay away from temptations of buying meals. like i said, tough life ahead. be a man, do the right thing! haha. ok done with this post, gonna play games now. see ya all again. (:

2010-04-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

just finished designing my own personalized Nike boots. created 2 designs for both country and club. my name and jersey number are also embedded on the boots. here's the end product:

Design for Mexico National Team

Design for Arsenal Football Club

now i wonder if i can get these boots to be manufactured specially for me. (:

2010-04-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

bought a wristband for playing sports. it helps to circulate blood all over the body. i find it cool yet reliable. and i wore it for the 1st time just now during soccer match. i only played during 2nd half so i had to watch the 1st half from the bench. somehow this wristband got me feeling high and impatient to get into the field. serious sia, nafsu naik. tk sabar nk tendang bola. and when i played during 2nd half i found myself running like a dog everywhere. wahh stamina really increase. mcam amek drugs gitu. my passing accuracy went up all of a sudden and the most noticeable was my awareness of the surrounding. like got 6th sense sia. imagine challenging for the ball with an opponent taller than me but i actually won the header. amazing and unbelievable. at the same time i am sick with fever but managed to assist on a goal. great and well done to me. unfortunately a chinese man tackled me on my ankle - the one that i injure around 5 weeks ago, i had to be substituted. in the end played only 20 minutes of the 2nd half. musibot uh tu cine. thought of going back in and get some revenge with that man but i rather not worsen my ankle by running more. eventhough i played only for a lil while in today's match, to sum it up it was never a waste to have spent 50 bucks on that wristband. trust me, it works wonders.

so after soccer dad's friend invited the whole squad to a birthday party at Costa Sand Resort Downtown East. dad sent me home 1st and he went to fetch mum from work. i got changed and as soon as mum came home, dad and i went for the chalet. most of the squad were there. got afew chix oso uh but i felt shy to talk to them. maybe they didnt even bother to talk to me. sapela aku, bukannye hot sgt pun. haha. so yeah, laughters hear and there. i ate prawns the most, delicious habes. i felt so old because majority of the squad are like in their 30s and 40s whereas im the youngest among all. talking to them makes me feel like 'wakwak' sia. haha. around 11pm dad and i made a move home. i've just taken 2 pills of panadols and will be off to bed soon. omg this fever is killing me!

ohyes, Happy 19th Birthday to SYAHRUL ANUAR! hahahahaha... hope u like the voucher from Topman that we gave. lain kali kite belikn kau alarm clock k so pape kau tk slalu bangon lambat. (:

2010-04-08T21:31:00.001+08:00

eh why like gay sia. hahahahha!!

played soccer at Kallang Cage yesterday. i brought along Syahrul and my other 3 cousins - Fadhil, Zakir and abg Amin. since there were 29 people playing, we have to break up into teams of 5 people so the 5 of us are already considered as one team. played a total of 9 matches i think. won 7, lost 1, drew 1. not bad la eh, being in the same team with cousins are always the best because we know each other well and we have superb teamwork. Syahrul was our goalie so Zakir and i make sure no one can get a shot past him. and we did just right, we defended our goal quite well while Fadhil and abg Amin played upfront. they did well too, scoring goals and make sure we stayed on the pitch as long as we could because the rule is 'winner stay, loser out'.

things got a lil nasty when a friend of mine, Hafiz, fell while dribbling the ball. i think he somehow fell on himself because no one tackled him. we all thought he would get up but he lied helplessly on the ground. we suspected something was wrong. i went into the pitch to have a closer look. he dislocated his left knee. can see the kneecap shifted to the side sia. what a sight. he couldnt move much so we gave him some water to drink. called the ambulance and within 10 minutes it arrived and brought him to Tan Tock Seng hospital. Saifuddin followed him to the hospital while the rest of us continued playing. i hope Hafiz is doing well now. school is opening in one week time and its a bad thing to have happened to him.

blablabla after soccer washed up, took bus to Vivo. Syahrul couldnt tag along as he had to go for his Sri Warisan rehearsal. bought movie tickets for Clash of The Titans. had dinner with cousins at Harborfront bus terminal hawker centre. then proceeded back to Vivo to collect Fadhil's jeans at Zara. soon it was already 9pm and back again to Golden Village for movie. the show was okok la but abit confusing. it has a simple storyline with lotsa fighting scenes. i'll give 3 out of 5 stars for this.

after movie went home but Fadhil and i met up with sis at Cityhall mrt. she's out with her friends so i asked if she wanna go home with me since im on the way home too and she said yes. alighted at Bedok with Fadhil and went separate ways. reached home at 12.30am. im tired and exhausted but somehow texting syahirahdfgazjhx during the day till midnight kept my day full of smiles. haha. thanks alot girl, i wonder when we could meet up. (:

as for today, played badminton in the morning with Sufian and Razzak at the usual Tampines Sports Hall. Syahrul paitao us again for the 2nd time. he said he's tired. haha. dgr2 aku tk penat pe. so yeah, only 3 of us. after badminton Razzak went straight home while Sufian and i went for a quick lunch at Food Culture. reached home, shower, off to bed. woke up at 6 just now. waahh tired sia 2 consecutive days of sports. haha. but ok la, atleast i get to do something other than just workouts at home. and nowi think im gonna get sick. been coughing since yesterday and it got worse today. my body's weak and aching all over. head feels like spinning. better take some panadol before i go to sleep later. i hate to be sick.

2010-04-06T15:43:00.001+08:00

sometimes being alone is better than two

was chatting with my polymate. here's part of the conversation.

SaiFudDin: wei!.

SaiFudDin: eh ko tgh love is in the air ke pe?.

Herman Gustavo: huh?? haha

SaiFudDin: ahahah...

SaiFudDin: ko puye nickname..

SaiFudDin: nak girlfriend name ilyza ixora?

SaiFudDin: haha..susah sak nak carik org name ade x pat dlm..

Herman Gustavo: susah yg best, mesti lawa nye hahahhaha

SaiFudDin: hahaha..the best one deserves the best treatment..

Herman Gustavo: they've come 2 da rite guy
hahahaha
cam phm sakk

SaiFudDin: hahaha
tkpe bende gini ko bleh share dgn aku..

SaiFudDin: kite jadi...mat2 handsome mcm fahamerm....ladies deserve guys like us..

SaiFudDin: like duh!.

SaiFudDin: they dun noe how much love we can offer them.
hahahah
nie da mcm tk faham..

Herman Gustavo: hahahahahah!!
tapi kau ckp pun btol seyy
kite yg mcam gini dorg tknk amek
ape seyy

SaiFudDin: hahahaha!
n when they choose their guy...they end up despair..

SaiFudDin: leavin us to console their sadness
givin us hopes

SaiFudDin: like wat the fuck
do we deserve tis?
yg da bekas org?.

SaiFudDin: imagine kalo da stead dgn pompan tu..then alek2...she will still tink of her ex..

well, he has a point there. haha. anyway, was chatting with this girl. brilliant girl indeed, loves to tease me. haha. she had to go offline soon and she wanted to hear my voice for like 5 seconds. weird. haha. so i called her up, talked for about a minute and we hung up. i told her i would text her when im bored. but as soon as i put down the phone, i texted her this.

me: ok im bored! haha. bedek sey.

girl: walaowei. "i'll text you when im bored." i'm yr entertainer ah? haha hmph

me: haha! i was juz exaggerating. ckp org cute, dier pun same. hehe.

girl: hahaha. noo. omg i sounded like a blabbering idiot. i don't usually talk so fast lol. okay la quite fast but not that fast! haha

me: haha. why sudden so fast?

girl: cause i'm nervous when i talk to hot mexican dudes with cute voices. hahaha

me: hahaha! omgomgomg, did i juz make u feel nervous? damn im so sory abt dat.

girl: lol you don't have to apologise for this sort of thing. but okay nvm haha. buat malu je.

me: hehe. take a deep breathe ya. takot nanti mlm ngigau ke ape, im to be blamed sey. haha.

girl: alamak i'm not THAT affected. lol. i'm okay alrdy la haiyo. first time always like that one.

me: haha. okok. see if i can make u melatah da nxt tym. hehe.

girl: haha shutup youuu. maybe you always have this effect on girls. lol

me: hidden powers u mean? hahaha! im juz a normal guy la, notink special abt me.

girl: hahaha. maybe it's just yr voice then. :D comel la dier. haha! joke2. it's quite manly la chill heh

me: is there such tinks as cute manly voice? hahaha!

girl: there's such a thing in my world ah. lol. don't worry la girls find it adorable and thus, they'll like you more. haha

me: haha! aww.. flattering much? yes it is. *winks*

girl: lol can wink summore. haiyo. anyway why you so bored. not online anymore meh

me: haha. i love to wink rmb? nope not online. im bored, cant slp. haha.

girl: oh yeaaah. that was the first thing i noticed about you sia. haha. why not online anymore?

me: haha. coz im bz texting u sampi dh mls nk online. and now im gulping down HL choc milk n munching 2 bars of kitkat. yummy!

girl: oh? you suck at multi tasking huh. heh. wahh that after yr workout just now? but you know what impresses me? you can maintain it. clapclap. heh. sounds damn nice though. heh.

me: yes i suck at it. haha. milk so i can grow taller, hav bigger muscles n stronger bones. kitkat so... ok dat one eat for fun je. hehe. yeah i eat alot but cannot get fat. (:

girl: cheychey. stronger bones seh. grow taller seh. hahaa. show off la! alamak girls would die to have yr body, i mean, cause you can't gain weight. you very annoying la hermy!

me: hahaha! i alwys tot i hav avergae body. juz dat i wanna be taller n bigger. so annoying? lyk u la! hehe.

whatever the conversation is, yes i still think im skinny eventhough i do all those workouts. ok enough, imma start my skipping regime. today shall aim for 1000 skips because yesterday i did only 500 and i would like to push myself to the limits. (:

2010-04-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooo!! i dont know why i feel so exhausted right now. ohyes, i already know why. workouts at the noon just now followed by skipping. yup, skipping ropes. did 500 of those - 300 on both legs and 100 on each leg. i was really sweating by the end of it. my whole body looks so oily with sweat. nak improve stamina and hopefully nak grow taller la kirekan tu. haha. took a bath afterwards and i ate nasi lemak for lunch. how unhealthy siak.

sexy rite her face? and somehow i cant stop listening to her song. haha. (:

2010-04-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- not really.

2. Smart?

- yes of course, must know how to treat me well.

3. Preferred age?

- doesnt matter, but please eh i aint a phaedophile. it just happens that i know lots of young female friends that is 4-5 years younger than me.

4. Preferred height?

- shorter or same height as me. if a lil bit taller also i dont mind.

5. How about sense of humor?

- this is important, must know how to make me laugh when im at my lowest mood.

6. How about piercings?

- errr.. if can i dowan a girl with unneccessary piercings. doesnt look right, not sweet looking.

7. Accepts you for who you are?

- duuuuuuhhh!!!!

8. Pink hair?

- no way man!

9. Mushy or no?

- sometimes will do, but not always.

10. Thin or fat?
- preferably thin. doesnt look right if im with a girl who has a bigger body than me.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

- brown or white. i like girls who has a fair skin, sexy to the coreee!!

12. Long hair or short hair?

- im ok with both

13. Plastic or metal?

- paper uh sia.

14. Smells good?

- wooooo!! sexy smexy, i like! can sniff her once in awhile and get cocky. hehe!

15. Smoker?

- ohhhh please no!

16. Drinker?

- fcuk u. sucha turn off for me.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

- doesnt matter

18. Muscular?

- as long as im more muscular than her, im fine with it

19. Plays piano?

- okok la, can play a romantic song for me

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

- guitar

21. Plays violin?

- stop asking about musical stuffs please.

22. Sings very good?

- not really, its the effort that counts

23. Vain?

- sure, can compete with me who's much more vain

24. With glasses?

- depends what kind of glasses uh. if like Elly's glasses, sexy smexy oi.

25. With braces?

- omg, like Ugly Betty!

26. Shy type?

- why not, shy girls can be very cute. ohyes, Nelly's a shy girl. haha!

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

- good uh sia.

28. Active or passive?

- huh??

29. Tight or bomb?

- tight where?? what bomb??

30. Singer or dancer?

- dancer

31. Stunner?

- not so

32. Hiphop?

- why not.

33. Earrings?

- girls always wear earrings, dont they?

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

- i dislike girls who talk about their ex to me. im with her now so whats the point talking about them? fcuk all her ex.

35. Dimples?

- cuteeeeee!!

36. Bookworm?

- oh i've found one. but she's not really a bookworm, only that she loves reading about child abuse. Nelly! haha..

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

- alamak, that'll be so sweet.

38. Playful?

- playful with me only uh. cannot other guys. later they flirt with her how. haha.

39. Flirt?

- with me only and no one else!

40. Poem writer?

- cool, every night can read me a poem.

41. Serious?

- serious at the right time

42. Campus crush?

- wtf??

43. Painter?

- sure, can paint a potrait of us.

44. Religious?

- wahh heavy question. haha. can i opt not to answer this? (:

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

- i love girls who can tease me but not so rude uh

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

- internet, can surf together. so sweet. hehe!

47. Speaks 20 languages?

- hardcore or what! but she can teach me how to say 'iloveyou' in other languages.

48. Loyal or faithful?

- faithful

49. Noob kisser?

- i also noob. can learn together and give each other feedbacks every time we kiss. hahaha!

50. loves children?
- must loves children sincerely, that is.

2010-04-02T01:44:00.003+08:00

attention here, i wont be updating my blog because there's some problem with my laptop. i cant enter msn or surf the internet eventhough the internet is already connected. i dont know why. it sux big time. it'll take quite some time before i can continue blogging again. haish. currently using my sis laptop account to post this online. i was being a grumpy mad man the whole day, getting angry at people around me for no reason all because i couldnt get my laptop working properly. man, i hate this ass. how miserable can this be. fcuk this laptop. fcuk everything. urghhhhhh!! that's it im gonna stop here. the more i talk about it, the worse it gets. honestly, i do have trouble managing my anger at certain times, like right now in this awful situation. wish i could just punch straight at the laptop screen or smash it on the floor. okok stay calm Herman, put some sense in your head and dont ever do anything stupid alright.

to my Dearest Oreo, hope you're doing fine out there. i miss u so much, dont u know that? and i hope u feel the same way too. i really miss u, BabyNel...

♥ iLoveMyMaksalehCelop ♥

2010-03-31T12:30:00.002+08:00

leftover pictures from cousin's camera:

cousin and her fiancee

Nusair and Afrina Umairah

spot the Mat Sentol

i was already awake at 5.30am in the morning just now. cldnt get back to sleep. now im online but no one to chat with. besides my handphone has been pretty silent since last few months. my handphone sad u know, no one to text with. haha. should i just do some workouts now? because the last time i did was like last week? haha. ohya, will be going out later this afternoon with Fadhil and Syahrul. Sufian cldnt make it because he decided to rest at home since tomorrow he's working full shift. have fun working eh bro. dont worry, insyallah besok after gym aku datang try icecream kau lagi. haha. (:

hmmmm. what else can i mention here. ohyes, i've decide to not go F1 this year. well, not because i dont want to. but the bloody Sistics doesnt sell one-day pass anymore. all passes are for 3-days event. like wth man. cheapest 3-days pass i could get is $168 but i needa buy 2 passes as i cant be going there alone what. but if i buy 2 passes, it'll cost $300++ which isnt possible for me to get enough money. sad sia. 3 years of waiting to watch it live on the circuit but till now hasnt had the chance. i wish someone would sponsor me the ticket or bring me there as my bithday present. hehe.

love this song. for me, i would change the 'him' to 'her' in the lyrics. i wanna sing this song but i need someone to play the guitar. oh wait, the problem is can i sing that well? -.-

2010-03-29T19:38:00.001+08:00

Saturday's soccer:

Sunday's outing:

helped kak Nor with their flea market. ended at 2pm, lepak at kak Nor's house and entertained her kids while waiting for another cousin to reach home from work. at 6pm kak Nor's family, uncle and aunty, cousin's fiancee, cousins and i headed to Northpoint. kak Nor suggest we have dinner at Seoul Garden. she already booked 2 tables to be reserved for the whole of us, which altogether has 14 people, the day before so when we came in, we were brought to our tables. like VIP. haha. soon Suyanti's family came followed by Suyanti herself who just finished her work and joined us. blablabla, ate our hearts out and as much as we could. we only left the place at around nearly 10pm, meaning almost 2 hours of nonstop food. wahh dasyat tu, betol nye makan seyy. haha. uncle sent us home afterwards. below are the pictures taken and the rest are on my Facebook.

we watched Barney DVDs to keep the kids entertained.

nantok pe dil...

he is a real handful in the bus, takleh dudok diam.

cute right? the baby only, not the girl. hahaha!

a chance to touch-up on my cooking skills. haha.

raw meat. eeewwww. but as soon as it gets cooked, it tastes too good to resist.

ever watched Hell's Kitchen? yeahh, this is it man!

Fadhil's and my favourite.

pandai masak? dh kawin senang. hehe...

wtf am i doing at the background sia...

we purposely placed icecreams ontop of our fizzy drinks. kononnye coke float la tu. haha.

the rest were already done eating and relaxing but look at us, still opening up those kerangs and kupangs. haha. notice how much shells we've opened and when the waiter came to take away the dishes, she gave us this 'eh kasi kulit kupang jeeeee' face. freeflow pe, rembat uh ape lagi. haha.

promote wet tissue pe sia tu 2 minah. haha...

Bob the Builder, dont playplay some say Batam!

she didnt know i was behind. hehe!

future car, only after i get my bike license. haha.

muke stim siak, either tngh pasrah dgr lagu or just having stomache after eating too much. huak!

WillyWonka

2010-03-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

Wednesday was spent going out with cousins and my sis. a trip to Marina Square where sis bought afew shirts. then Vivo where we hangout and also dinner at Sweet Recipe. with our bloated tummy, bused to Orchard where Suyanti's bf was waiting for us there and tagged along. reached home at nearly 12 midnight, i felt as if it was a Saturday night. haha. more pictures uploaded in my Facebook.

Fadhil's

Alifah and Suyanti's

mine! (:

Ben and Jerry's

Suyanti and her Mr Braces. hahaha..

youuuuu motherfcuker!

twins Ladan and Laleh. hahahahahaha!!

ewahhhh.. carik chance nak romance dalam mrt

ohya, i had a hard time going to sleep yesterday night. the fan was bloody noisy with its creaking noise. u know the part when the head turns to the right and left and right and left and so on. fed up, i gave the fan a smack on the head. i heard something cracked. i thought i gave a little smack but actually it was a hard one because after waiting for a moment for the head to move again, it didnt. omg i just broke the damn thing. F-U-C-K. hahaha!!

2010-03-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

it has been a year. i could still remember at this time last year, April 2009. there's always something we would fight about, even the smallest thing. and yes, we fought almost everyday. but look at us now, no more of those. u said u were sick of all these and im glad that your wish has finally been granted. and as for me, i was the one who had to take all the blame for causing all havoc every single day that we fought, even when i knew i wasnt in the wrong. i myself too were sick of all the fights and was determined to show u that i've always wanted to not create trouble. yes, finally i've achieved it. i knew i am a winner. saddest thing is, we had to close the chapters in our book. i guess i shall bid a goodbye to pages in the book that hasnt been flipped yet and leave for the better, but not forever. the future holds many possibilities and for that, i let fate decide. thanks for everything u've given, bad or good, sweet or sour, dark or bright, high or low. i'll take it as part and parcel of us. once again, thank you very much...

2010-03-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was supposed to go out with Syahrul and Fadhil. but in the end, Fadhil went out with his classmates. and Syahrul didnt want to go town with me because he's lazy. prangai melayu sia kau. haha. that means im left alone. thats not the problem but im already dressed up to go town and its sucha waste if i didnt go out. decided to text everbody that i could think of. blablabla, Adilah said she's going out too. i asked if she could accompany me or something but due to some reason, i decided not to tag along with her as she's going out with family. alamak Adilah, i thought u could save my day man. haha.

just as i thought no one would turn up, Nadya replied my text message. and she said she'll able to meet up with me. ok thats great! finally someone. haha. so met her up at Tamp and i had a drink at McCafe while we chitchat. walked around Tamp Mall and blablabla, she had to go home. i'll be meeting Syahrul at 5pm. Since Nadya stays near my house, i sent her home and then met up with Syahrul. i dont mind going here and there or all over Singapore because my ezlink is bus-pass concession. haha. so Syahrul followed me to Tamp1. i bought 2 shirts at Springfield and Fox. usually it'll be Topman but for now, just wanna try other brands. haha.

by then it was already 7pm plus. dropped by my house to put the shirts and to get myself a quick shower before proceeding to Syahrul's house. watched soccer at his house. i got to webcam with Elly. Nelly wasnt there because she's having camp. awwww, so sad for me. haha. saw Mummy in Elly's room and Elly called her. Mummy was waving to me through the webcam and i literally waved back. haha. ok so watched 2 soccer matches from 9.30pm-2am and after soccer Syahrul and i headed to Tamp Mart mac to get ourselves McCafe. reached his house and played PS3 till like 7am. haha. i went home soon after.

while walking home, had to pass by East Spring Sec. i could see students reporting to school and all of them was looking at me. what looklook?!! not happy issit?? i know u all jealous because must go school whereas im enjoying my holidays. back to school kids. bluek! hahahahahahahahahahahaha!! reached home, parents were getting ready to go work while 3rd sis had already gone to school. left 2nd sis who was sleeping soundly. she's waiting to start school in ITE soon and is now currently working at Marina Square's John Little. threw myself on the bed and only woke up at around 4pm just now. haha. slept like oinkoink sia.

now no food at home, im starving!! and im alone at home. waiting patiently for dad to come home with dinner. i told him just buy me anything will do. haha. but if can buy me pizza again uh. hehe! ok la g2g, tc peeps. (:

2010-03-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

yes, those were the days in Tampines Rovers FC. the days of my 'non-sapau' body and Syahrul's short hair. haha. oh wells, how i miss playing for Tampines Rovers. to all my ex-Rovers teammates out there that has played alongside me, it has been a great experience playing with you guys. if ever there is an opportunity to play with you guys again, it would be greatly appreciated. thanks for all the memories over the years. (:

ohya, here's shocking news for all Chelsea supporters. Roman Abramovich, who is the club owner of Chelsea FC and currently one of the top few richest people in the world, has just supplied $212 million for the club to get a major 'makeover' for the next season. this is because the squad that they have now isnt making any improvements and hopefully by buying new players the team would be much stronger. they are planning to bring in star players Fernando Torres(Liverpool), Sergio Aguero(Atletico Madrid), Maicon(Inter Milan) and Bastian Schweinsteinger(Bayern Munich).

as much as they are signing new players, some of Chelsea's players will soon be going out from the club too. players like Joe Cole, Deco and other Brazilian players in the squad, Hilario, Paulo Ferreira and Juliano Belletti are rumoured to have finally decided its time to move on onto other clubs. Nicolas Anelka could soon be on his way out too if he rejects on a new contract signing. and to top it of, they will try to get a new goalkeeper, most preferably will be Sergio Asenjo(Atletico Madrid) to add pressure on their current number 1 goalkeeper in the squad, Petr Cech. these are all excellent players and they are looking to sell them. omg, what stupid decision is this? cant they spend the money on youth development instead? Roman Abramovich, you're such a fool.

hmmmm... lets see, today i didnt go out. supposedly buying afew shirts but plan was cancelled due to heavy rain and all were lazy to go out. getting the shirts tomorrow instead. and Syahrul invited us to his house for tomorrow's big match between Manchester United and Liverpool. haha.

ok right now dad just came home. with Canadian pizzas! 2 for 1! haha. thanks for the treat dad. so now im gonna play some games to kill off time while waiting for Arsenal's match at 1.25am later on. and yes, munching on the pizzas as i sit infront of the tv supporting my favourite club. Arsenal all the waaaaaayyyyyyy!!! awoo awoo awoo!! (:

2010-03-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hirah and Fyqa

my hair's finally growing like a tree. grow hair grow!

saw that ciggarette bud on the floor? yes, i just took a puff. (:

Alice In Wonderland was quite entertaining. it has a simple storyline for all to understand. and it was totally hilarious. just that i dont understand why some people said the movie is boring and has no 3D effects at all. a friend of mine warned me not to watch it coz its a waste of money but i heckcare, watch for the sake of wanting to know if its really boring. where got boring! its so funny and the 3D effects was there. maybe those people dont know what 3D is so thats why they say no 3D effects. your eyes got problem! haha. ok actually i dont have any plans to watch the movie today but my friend asked me to tag along. she's a junior from my secondary school. and feeling so bored at home, i decided to tag along. had a great day with both girls. after movie, headed to Nelly's house. returned her book.

my right forearm is still aching due to badminton. gosh, i even had a hard time brushing my teeth. my hand just cldnt grip the toothbrush properly. so with my forearm still aching, i cldnt do any workouts. ohya, i wanna go Sentosa badly. wanna have a look at the new Universal Studios. and staying at home all day has been so dreading. wish there's school. ok no! say no to school. haha. wish i could go out everyday. maybe this weekend off to town, get some new shirt. Cotton On shirts are selling at 2 for $30. so cheap but yet i dont really like their shirts. its not the same quality as Topman.

ok my tummy's full now. dinner was delicious, ate murtabak. its inside was full of meat. now thats my favourite. i love meat. and i dont eat murtabak that has egg in it. for some reason i dislike egg, i dont know why. dont ever serve me murtabak that has egg in it. never! haha. and here's the weird think. when i eat murtabak, sometimes i eat it with chilli sauce. haha. all because of that one day, dad bought murtabak and dat bloody shop owner forgot to give curry. he only gave dalcha. i hate dalcha because it looks like vomit. ewwwwww!! haha. so with no curry, i tried dipping it in chilli. and wow, tastes perfect! since that day, i prefer murtabak with chilli sauce. (:

2010-03-17T17:56:00.004+08:00

Taylor Lautner's the role model

HAHAHA!!

2010-03-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

today's outing with the boys was fun yet tiring - Razzak, Sufian, Syahrul and i. we played badminton! haha. this is like the first time im playing badminton on a real badminton court. normally when i was young back then, the void deck will be the most preferred place. haha. i never thought badminton would be this easy. at 1st i was abit rusty after so long not playing it but after awhile i got used to it and the rhythm was there eventhough i missed afew smacks. wow, im turning pro man! haha. if i knew i were this good, i could have joined badminton as my secondary school CCA and take up badminton as a 2nd sports, with soccer always 1st on the list. oh wells, after some time playing my right forearm eventually aches due to smacking the damn bloody shuttle COCKS with my racquet at full power. smacking COCKS hasnt felt so good as this one. if u get the joke, well done. if u dont, ur just as cocky as the COCK itself. hahaha! kk craps. so yeahh, played from 12-3pm. its so addictive. so boys, how about another day of badminton? (:

syahrul, razzak, sufian

kutip duit syiling kapeeee. haha!

1... 2... 3... taking small babysteps

bangbang! u shot me down~

pikachu, i choose youuuuuu!!

he used to be in Sri Warisan and now he's trying to put in some 'dong-dang sayang' steps into his badminton game. haha!

opocot makkau burong meletop! jatoh tros melatah dokk...

so after getting ourself washed up, headed to Food Culture. food here we come! haha. Syahrul spotted a girl. jambu plak tuu! haha. she was sitting quite afew distance away from our table and from the side of her face, she really looks like Kelly. omg, i swear she looks just like Kelly. only that she's abit taller than Kelly. jambu siol, mcam nk mintak number je but then cannot, later Nelly marah. she said she'll punch my head if i do so. like real only la u Oreo. hehe! kk back to story, after eating we slacked at Starbucks. as usual, played cards. then around 6 plus off home.

before i end my post, see that girl up there? meet my pretty cutie friend, Adilah. hahaha! i think the edits she did on her picture fully fits her. now she looks like the cat from my neighbour's house, always making noise calling for its partner. they wanna make love at night. haha. so to Adilah if you're reading this, i think i saw your face in Just For Laugh Asia. baik ahh luuu pirate! (:

2010-03-15T18:21:00.001+08:00

Malin Akerman and NellySanchilo - somehow their dresses look similar. haha!

sorry Nel, i just couldnt stop staring at this picture of yours. i love your big round huge beautiful eyes. and the way you look at me in the eyes when we meet. (:

sometimes i wonder, how would it be like if Nelly never existed in my life. would my life be so much better than how it is right now? nope, i dont think so because she has been all its worth of living in this life. & bestie, just want you to know that i love you very much. because girl, you're like my sister, my bestfriend and my girlfriend. you're my everything, love. ♥

2010-03-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

I wish i could walk out right now and leave everything as it is...

2010-03-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

bear with me, this is gonna be a long post. below are pictures taken yesterday. went out with the boys to play game at Cathay Cineleisure. had dinner at BBQ Chicken. and it was a successful day for me because for the 1st time in my life, i actually wore slippers to town. haha. all because of my stupid ankle injury. shittos.

as for today, it was kinda busy for me. in the morning, headed to Innova JC to support and accompany Kelly for her Sports Day. she won medals for both 2oom(1st) and 4x100m(2nd). she could hav grabbed gold for her 100m event but was disqualified for running onto the wrong lane. haha. pity her. camne boleh masok lane orang pun tak tahu. u mabok eh Kel. haha.

she had a good lead over the rest

step cute only my Babybear ni. haha!

i guess she knew i was taking snaps of her and she didnt wanna look at me

...not even a single turn at me. haha!

well done Kel, muke maintain ehhh. hehe!

then after i arrived home from Woodlands, rested for awhile before going out to Sufian's house. Razzak, Syahrul and i helped him out with his sis wedding preparations. the wedding is tomorrow. nothing much, just carry things from upstairs to void deck. mind u, all the things are damn heavy that we had to use trolleys to get the things down.

blablabla, at 5pm we accompanied Syahrul for his haircut at Afghan. finally, he's getting a new haircut in like..... months?? he kept that long hair since he left secondary school sia. haha. and after the haircut, my 1st impression of him was that he look like one of those Voguelicious guys. hahaha!! but with his chinese face, he looks rather like Rain. immitation one. haha.

nevertheless, the main focus of this post is..... i passed my exams!! wohooooo!! no supp papers! haha. i've checked my results and was glad with what i saw. eventhough most of if are D grades, im still grateful i made it. and surprisingly i passed my most hated subjects, NetFund. cb no life sia learn all of those. but i nvr back down and tried my hardest to revise, even till the last moment before i entered the examination room. kesimpulannye, i should be proud because im determined to do my very best and give it all it takes. haha. honestly, after looking at my results, i felt that everything is back right on track. i would like to thank Nor Umairah and FarahDINA. they both prayed for me. (:

2010-03-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

this should keep it safe from any physical contacts

just now played soccer with TP mates at Kallang Cage from 1-3pm. all from Mechatronics, except Syahrul because he's from another course. haha. managed to score a goal. usually i would score afew. so after our session ended, came another group, only to realise that they were also from our TP batch, just that they are from Intelligent Building Technology. a friend of mine was there and he asked me if i wanted to play again with them. i wasnt tired so Syahrul and i decided to join them for another round of soccer from 3-5pm. haha.

but on my 1st match playing with them, i had an injury. it was only my 1st touch of the ball when i was kicked from behind and somehow i fell awkardly to the ground with my right ankle squashed in. i heard a crack sound thrice on my ankle as i fell, unsure if anyone else that was close to me at that moment heard the crack thingy. ouch! the 1st thing that came to my mind was the vision of Eduardo and Aaron Ramsey's injury. they both suffered a broken leg. i was dead worried as i dont want to suffer the same fate and as i tried to pull myself back up and sit, i felt that my ankle was somewhat loose. i knew something isnt right because a moment later pain started to get in all around the affected part of the ankle. i tried not to panic and calm myself down as the other approached and circled around me to ask if im alright. obviously i wasnt and my friend Nabil slowly picked up my leg and straighten it. he made a circling movement on the ankle. eventhough it felt loose, i could still feel and move it abit. so he helped me pull myself up and i was quite relieved i could walk but slowly. made my way off the pitch, sat on the bench, took out my boots, checked on the ankle. i suspected a fracture in there, it felt very loose as if about to drop off my whole leg. eewwww!

i waited for the pain to subside as i watched the rest play from the bench area. as soon as i felt ok, i put on my boots again and ready to enter. of course this time i was abit more cautious as not to damage the ankle any further. nothing went wrong, all was fine for me but after awhile Syahrul too got caught on his ankle. someone stepped the back of his heels and as he fell, he twisted his ankle. tros meraung satu corner sakk member. hahaha! we checked on him and assisted him out of the pitch. guess his injury's much worse than mine because after that he didnt come in to continue play. blablabla after some time playing, with caution that is, i nearly damaged the ankle again. but i was alright. wanna know why people get in with rough tackles on us? well, we are simply too good maybe. haha. kk stop uh, kerek sia.

after the session ends, washed up and i've decided today will be my last day playing soccer till i can finally recover. jln terhincut-hincut siol, camne nk main bola lagi. so this means starting this weekend, i will miss my usual soccer match playing for dad's team. damn, its so frustrating when im having an injury to live with. but soccer arent for sissies. haha. when i play, i play as if im going to war. anyway, have to accept this and hopefully i can be patient on dealing with it. notink much i could do now, i can only wait. wish me luck. (:

2010-03-08T23:18:00.001+08:00

haiyaaaakkk!!

i was texting with this girl. i see her as only a friend. besides, i barely know her much. but there's one thing about her that i really dislike and is really driving me off. she seems too desperate, she wants to get close to me and she once told me she likes me and wants me to be her boyfriend. so just now while texting, she had to go off halfway for her school rehearsal. and check this out, this was what she sent me:

"bye bby love u so much. nnt i mesage u after my rehearsal k syg. btw sowie i was a pain in the ass. love u a lot k muacks"

see wat i mean? but obviously i didnt even reply her last text message. we just knew each other a month ago and yet she insists on calling me those names. i admit that thats abit worrying for me because i feel uncomfortable with these kind of girls. i myself dont want a relationship unless i already knew the girl for about a year or more but whenever i wanna voice out my concern on how she is treating me, i feel as if im being cruel towards her if i were to do so. not that i really dont want her to feel that way for me because all human beings have feelings too so i cant say 'dont ever like me' to her. just that im scared i would hurt her feelings. every now and then i would think on ways to tell her the truth that i just wanna stay friends but sometimes i give in too much. can someone please advise me on what to do next??

2010-03-07T18:25:00.002+08:00

on fri nite fadhil, sis n i wen for a sleepover at cousin's hse at Yishun. it was for fun bcoz kak Nor wanted us to sleepover at her hse as da nxt day will be having kenduri arwah. besides, we can help out kak Nor takecare n entertain her two lil kids. haha. here are sum pics while da rest are on my Facebook.

omg huge pimple below my left eye

prangai matrep siol

tis one oso prangai matrep siol

upon reaching kak Nor's hse, we unpacked our stuff n den played wif da kids. da kids n their parents wen to slp while sis, fadhil n i were the only ones left in da living room. had chitchats, played cards. fadhil n i sneaky sneaky switched on abg Noh's PS3. we even called up Syahrul to ask how to switch on da game console. haha. arnd 4.30am fadhil n i left da hse as we were hungry. sis wanted us to buy her mac. so fadhil n i ate breakfast at da nearest mac wic is juz afew mins walk. reached hme, chitchat for awhile b4 going to slp at 6am. haha.

khusyuk main dgn Barney

tido dlm imaaaaann...

paha u sexy la, i nk one night stand dgn u bleh tk? hahahaha!!

da very nxt day, we woke up at arnd 11am. only afew hours of slp. haha. kak Nor were busy getting her two kids dressed up. blablabla, washed up n off we left da hse at 2pm to go to another hse wic we gonna hav da kenduri arwah at. soon fadhil n i had to follow da rest of da guys to help out take da lauk-pauks frm cousin hse at Jalan Tenage and i dunno whose hse juz infront of Bedok North Sec. there's one part fadhil had to carry a container full of rice while i carried a container of gravy wic is much lighter. fadhil terkial-kial siol angkat. while waiting for da lift, he switched his container wif mine. i wasnt aware of it till i carried it. i said, "asal ni bende macam makin berat je." kak Nor was oredi laughing. haha. blablabla headed back wif da stuffs. notink much, juz a typical n usual stuff wic all kenduri arwah will have. da food was not bad.

2010-03-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

aiyomaaaaa!!! looking at tis pic reminds me of my hair. tis was taken on da day i wen for a haircut wic i had all my hair shaved off. damn, i miss applying wax to my hair on a daily basis! ):

why do i alwys keep having bad dreams n nightmares of u?? why cant i juz forget abt u? u said u still cared for me eventho it seems lyk u dun but do u even fcuking care now? and i was rite, u fcuking dun care abt me anymore. look at wat u've fcuking done to me now, u fcuking left me all alone rite here. u broke ur fcuking promise. u fcuking idiotic idiot, i still love u cant u see dat. but it was alwys u who fcuking did all these n left me out here looking lyk a fcuking damn idiot waiting for sumtink to happen. ):

2010-03-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

below are pics taken on the othr day. sis n i helped out cousin in selling clothes. i dunno wat its called but othr pple set up their stalls too arnd da void deck.

similar to bazaar Geylang. haha!

lepaaaaaaaaakk

cute isnt he? my fav nephew

umairah muke stoink

100 more days to FIFA World Cup 2010. imma fan of Germany eventho i lyk da way how Spain play their football. i so cant wait! (:

2010-03-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

below are pics taken yest while da boys n i wen out to Marina Square to catch a movie - Percy Jackson. movie ended at 9 plus so wen back to Tamp n slacked at Starbucks.

as for today, didnt go out. woke up late, had lunch n watched DVD movie wic i borrowed frm cousin. i had da whole day for myself. played games n stuff. i juz nid tym to be on my own. feels so relaxing wen i get to do tinks wic i enjoy most. tmr not sure if im going out. Heriyanni been wanting to mit me since last 2 wks but i told her im busy wif exam preparations. tot of meeting her tmr but she doesnt wan to. weird. sumhow i miss NellySayang. im having the urge to juz travel up to Woodlands juz to mit her. haha. plus its been so long since i stepped into Causeway Point. ohya, i wanna watch Alice In Wonderland! (:

2010-03-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

i watched da match live on tv, Arsenal's player Aaron Ramsey suffered a broken fibia n tibula on his right leg aft a malicious tackle from Ryan Shawcross. i dun tink Ryan had the intention to do dat to a young kid whose age is juz 18 as he is seen crying while walking off da pitch aft being sent off. and as for Aaron, our thoughts will be wif him. a wonderful talent who will be out of soccer for a long time. we wish u a speedy recovery.