seeing friends getting a more relaxed timetable kinda make me feel jealous. especially when i myself know i should be having the same timetable as them but due to my poor studies, im left behind with 2 extra subjects to cope with. along with Major Project judging around the corner, i feel pressured and uncertain about my future ahead, even before school starts. a bad sign huh. in the other hand, all of these somewhat pushes this mentally weak brain to strive for success and do well in my studies. hell yeah, the last semester is about to start. lets get this done and over with. i'll graduate and here we go for NS. come on boy, the chequered flag is here. its like an F1 race. push push push.