hoping you'd rescue me and put da pieces back together again

I was brave enough to do things which I shouldn't be doing...



A novel story which doesn't have its ending:


"Sometimes at night i do cry alot all by myself in my room.

I can't help but cry, hoping that no other guy lives in this world except me.

I cry till i slept and dream about you.

How i wish no other guy is interested in you except me.

Sometimes i wish you could see that i've been the one beside you all this while.

And wish you could see no other guys except me.

And wish you could be close with no other guys except me.

And wish no other guy is much more important to you, except me.

I think about this every night, i wanted you to be by my side just so you know about it.

But you just wouldn't be able to understand me.

No one knew that i cry myself to sleep, except you.

I know i'm different but that is me, i just wanted to be different from others.

So you could easily point me out frm millions of guys out there.

But seems like the harder i try, the harder it is for me to get near you because you are avoiding me.

I'm still fighting but getting weaker each passing day, losing hope.

When i said i wanted to leave you, i had to think twice.

I don't want to give up on this fight yet.

I tried so hard to stay straight up.

All i ever wanted was to be in your heart, forever."



*Not only girls cry themselves to sleep, boys too*