eh pompan, aku dh fed up dgn kau skrg. i dont like it when u treat me as if im your bf. get this right, im not your bf neither u are my gf. i just wanna be friends with u and nothing more. i hate it when every time u try to find fault with me all because of Nelly. who are u to judge her. maybe u do have the rights to feel jealous about me and Nelly but u dont have the rights to instruct me what to do about my life. u asked me to leave her. im not stupid ok bitch. i wont leave Nelly for someone yg tk sedar diri like u. infact, i wont even leave her forever. u wanna try separate us or talk bad about Nelly, u make sure u kill me 1st. kau pk kau sape, gf aku? relax sua eh, im not like any othr guys yg kau bleh senang2 mintak stead pastu aku accept. so dont ruin my life and pester my relationship with Nelly, expecting me to always layan u. kau nk org layan kau, pegi carik matrep2 yg kat luar sane. aku tkde tym nk layan pompan yg desperate cam kau. i've never felt this impatient and furious with a girl before but u've crossed my limits. its because you're a girl that i dont put my hands on u. klau kau laki, dh lame aku cepuk muke kau. i doubt u gonna read this post but if u happens to come across my blog, i have this to tell u. kau bleh blah la pompan sial!



for those reading my post here, sory for my harsh words. cant take it siak. darah up already uh. been very patient but now i cant let myself being taken advantage of. imma good guy but i can be real nasty at times when some people just brings the worse out of me. its true uh i have lotsa female friends. eventhough they are like alot, i only contact with some. people can easily say 'eh ape susah, ajak uh pompan kua. kau kn byk gals yg kau knl'. but the truth is, none came as close as Nelly. i dont feel really comfortable with other girls like how i am with Nelly. since the last time i broke up with my ex, Nelly has been the closest and only girl with me. my heart has closed for other girls. Nelly as a friend is already enough to bright up my life. but now im starting to open up a lil bit. just that i dont like it when girls take advantage of me expecting me to be their bf. i only wanna make friends unless if i have special feelings for one, which is unlikely because no other is much more special than Nelly.



to Nelly if you're reading this, im sory for not been giving u attention nowadays. i admit u dont get as much attention like u do when u were in sec 1 last time as compared to now. maybe we are both getting really busy with our own lifes now. every now and then i did try to put some time to spend with you but its quite hard to meet up frequently. when im busy, you're free. when you're free, im busy. things would always get in the way. so sory that things has changed the good times. and one reason to why i didnt chat with you often is because im afraid you're still mad at me because of the other day. besides u said your handphone bill hadnt settled yet so i thought its better if i dont text you. but trust me, im still my old self. i still want you. i still need you. i miss the way we are together.





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