yest spent tym wif famli. headed to tamp 1st bcoz dad n i wanted to apply for mioTV soccer package. blablabla, travelled to pasir ris n had dinner at Arnold's. only 2 places but it was fun.
it was arnd 12 plus, i wen online. saw my Babybear online too so webcammed wif her. haha. apparently Nelly was there too so i got to see her thru webcam. and she wrote 'Hershey, Oreo miss u so much' on a piece of paper n showed it to me. so cute. haha. slept at arnd 3am.

currently im feeling down. seriously sia, i kept my distance away frm u bcoz im trying to discipline myself. i dowan to create trouble. but i felt as if u dun bother abt me anymore. if u can do dat to a particular sum1, why not me?? dun ask me wat u did, u shud noe urself. haishhh. sumtyms life is unfair. i wasnt given a chance. i tried my best not to create trouble. i hope my efforts wun go to waste n dat it'll be rewarded but in the end, dat person juz cldnt see my intentions. how cruel. now i noe where i stand among ur frens - im juz lyk any othr guys whom u knew, rite?
a female fren of mine once told me tis, "there's nothink wrong if a girl that u like talks on the phone with another guy. but if she talks with him late at night and till the very next morning, now there's a problem. it could be that she sees the guy as very important to her till she's willing to talk with him for hours and that he is much more important than you."