if i am important to u, why cant u get over dat 'idiot'? i oso tak heran uh if u nvr invite me to ur blog. furthermore who am i to u. juz someone who isnt important. since u said u single n hav da freedom to contact anyone, why not u go find sumbody else to replace me. u said there's plenty of guys chasing u. frm wat i see, single or att, u still contact wif lotsa guys wat. no difference. once in ur blog, u mentioned abt ur frens n those who has been there for u thru thick n thin. but i was disappointed dat my name wasnt there. i doubt ur appreciation towards wat i've done for u all tis while. again, dat forced me to tink n ask myself, am i even important to u?? haish. ok fine, im sory. i had to, if not u wld tink of me as being unreasonable.
i totally hav got no mood to go sch today. i hav a quiz during math, wic was da 1st class of da day. i came to sch late bcoz i hesitated on coming to sch. i wish i cld stay at hme n lock myself up in my room. i felt so damn down abt yest. anw, i had only 15mins to complete da quiz, wic has started 25mins earlier. i cldnt focus bcoz my mind was on sumtink else. i got easily distracted by it. haishh. u tell me la, how to do quiz if my mind is stucked on a particular matter? but a classmate of mine let me copy afew of his solutions. blablabla, i handed in my paper. i stood beside da teacher bcoz he was marking our paper rite on da spot. i was surprised dat i scored 16 out of 20. eventho i passed, there's not much difference. im still bloody sad.
i skipped math lecture n spent my tym seating at a bench. i nid tym on my own. i wanna be alone, figuring out n tinking abt sumtink. tinking abt it again n again, yes, im furious. fcuk shits. haishh. i cldnt control my anger till i took out my mechanical pencil n broke it into half. still, anger is looming in me. tis tym i took out my pen n broke it into half. arghhh. well, the ink spitted out all over da floor but it didnt get my shirt dirty. dat was close. now i hafta get a new pen.
Get the picture; if she does any combination of these, you have no chance:
- She NEVER initiates contact with you, be it on MSN or by text.
- She never touches you, not even a stroke on your arm.
- She cancels dates and meet ups with you without rearranging.
- She tells you EVERY/no emotional baggage she has.
- She takes a ridiculously long time to reply to your texts/msn messages. Or just doesn't reply at all.
- She occasionally slips in that you're like a brother to her.
- She talks about other guys to you. Sometimes in details.
- She's indifferent towards you.
i totally hav got no mood to go sch today. i hav a quiz during math, wic was da 1st class of da day. i came to sch late bcoz i hesitated on coming to sch. i wish i cld stay at hme n lock myself up in my room. i felt so damn down abt yest. anw, i had only 15mins to complete da quiz, wic has started 25mins earlier. i cldnt focus bcoz my mind was on sumtink else. i got easily distracted by it. haishh. u tell me la, how to do quiz if my mind is stucked on a particular matter? but a classmate of mine let me copy afew of his solutions. blablabla, i handed in my paper. i stood beside da teacher bcoz he was marking our paper rite on da spot. i was surprised dat i scored 16 out of 20. eventho i passed, there's not much difference. im still bloody sad.
i skipped math lecture n spent my tym seating at a bench. i nid tym on my own. i wanna be alone, figuring out n tinking abt sumtink. tinking abt it again n again, yes, im furious. fcuk shits. haishh. i cldnt control my anger till i took out my mechanical pencil n broke it into half. still, anger is looming in me. tis tym i took out my pen n broke it into half. arghhh. well, the ink spitted out all over da floor but it didnt get my shirt dirty. dat was close. now i hafta get a new pen.
Get the picture; if she does any combination of these, you have no chance:
- She NEVER initiates contact with you, be it on MSN or by text.
- She never touches you, not even a stroke on your arm.
- She cancels dates and meet ups with you without rearranging.
- She tells you EVERY/no emotional baggage she has.
- She takes a ridiculously long time to reply to your texts/msn messages. Or just doesn't reply at all.
- She occasionally slips in that you're like a brother to her.
- She talks about other guys to you. Sometimes in details.
- She's indifferent towards you.
- No matter how hard you try to impress her or get her attention, she'll ignore you.
- She tries her hardest not to look into your eyes or be alone with you.
- She wont engage in open communication with you.
- She ALWAYS has an excuse for not meeting up with you.
- She keeps things about herself from you.
- She is self absorbed and preoccupied with her life. Which by the way, doesn't include you.
- When you ask her out for a date, she'll ask "Who else is going?"
- If you invite her out alone, she tells you almost immediately that she's busy. No matter how soon or far away it is, she's ALWAYS busy.
*yellow means sometimes, red means alot of times*
*yellow means sometimes, red means alot of times*
