its tough but i gotta face it
sadness in those eyesSumtink happened 2 me during ProgAuto lab n i dun wanna elaborate further on dat. ouch! its all bcoz i was careless 2 put my hand there. haiya! now im kinda scared coz nxt wk is POD quiz n im lyk blur oredi. haiyooo... kk den lunch tym wen 2 Tamp Mall wic thit lwin, jeremy, travis, jeff, hazwan n ate at mac b4 proceeding 2 Century Square coz they wanna play arcade. ever wondered y we hav so much tym 2 play? coz we took lwin's car there as u can c in da video above. hahahaha...
orite, arnd 3pm reached sch n wen separate ways wif d othrs. had my lecture but den i skipped n juz sat outside. no mood la, was tinking abt sumtink wic explains y i took those 2 pics above. i dunno y but nobody was arnd wen i sat there. its lyk a perfect place 4 me 2 emo. ceyy, nk step emo plak ak ni. hahaha... but reali man, gue pasrah uh. haish! imma sad sad boy... ):
den at 4pm had comprog lab. last semester was very hard 4 me n i dun even phm a single tink abt tis subject till i had 2 retake it tis semester. but look at me now, comprog is lyk so chicken seyy. alhamdulillah amin.... only da major project uh. its lyk during lab, those yg retake tis subject plus me alwys finish evrytink 1st. we step big sia, eveytink oso noe. padehal retakeeeee.... heheheheheh!!!
at 6pm wen off back hme. haish.... in da bus plucked in my earpiece n there i go again emo2 in pasrah mode. i noe i cant do anytink oredi. dats it herman, u lost da game! u can nvr win! kk enuf, reached hme online 4 awhile den my tagboard lyk pasar mlm oredi beb. kecoh uh sane sini. hohohoh... but was shocked uh wen sum1 i didnt even noe admire me so much. mayb bcoz of her, herman n *insert name* nye relationship break. wish i cld juz turn back da tym n hope dat tis spammer didnt even exist. mayb till now herman n *insert name* might hav still been 2gthr. haish.... see, now im reali sad. heartbroken mahh.... T.T
plus im not d only one in tis situation. my bestfren nelly seems 2 b having it too. kesian eh kite... nelly, lets go thru tis 2gthr k. we r strong arent we? lets show dem dat we r da bestest bestie in da world n dat no one can ever separate us. as 4 now, kite hanye bleh sabar je. dun care whether they wanna break wif us or fcuk us in da face, yg penting we muz show dem we still care n love dem ok. nvr ever giv up coz we might not noe wats gonna happen in da future. nelly, i got ur back n u got mine... <3
