i dowan 2 pose abt wat i did 2day. juz now sux. but wat im gonna post now is sumtink wic i feel i wanna tok abt. earlier part of da day was fine. but 2wards d end it juz got worse. haish...



i didnt mean 2 shout at u in da 1st place. yeah, we were all joking arnd wif each othr. u did shout at me too but i noe u didnt mean it rite. ya dat goes da same as me too. believe me, i didnt hav d intention at all 2 shout at u. i tk sengaje ok. even ezah n shakir knew it. pls, u dun hafta take it so hard. im juz shocked wen u over-reacted 2 it n u started 2 make a big fuss out of it. i mean wat for?



look, i tried approaching u 2 say sory. yeah, i even said sory infront of u. but y u make tinks hard 4 me? i noe im wrong. even if im not wrong, i still feel i shud b d one 2 say sory 1st. i dowan any hard feelings btwn us. but juz look at u. i dun geddit y u still wun lemme hav a chance 2 say sory n explain evrytink. u even said u hate me wen u noe notink of da real situation. bcoz of dat, i felt very very hurt.



listen up, i noe ur stress n angry wen i shouted at u. but i swear tk sengaje. watever it is, u juz dunhav 2 make me as ur victim where u can juz throw all ur anger at wifout even tinking y u were feeling dat way in da 1st place. its kinda stupid uh wen u got fucked up over a small matter wic in tis case u mistaken me 4 being so rude 2 u. haish... it hurts me alot wen i tk sengaje n den u salahkn me. i tried my best 2 tok 2 u abt it n wanting 2 explain da whole situation but i wasnt given a chance 2 do so. all u care abt is urself. den wat u wan me 2 do? wat else u wan me 2 do 2 satisfy u? wat else i muz do 2 show u dat im reali sory? and wat da fcuking hell muz i do 2 show u dat i reali care n love u alot??



ok here i am, feeling so bloody hurt. but all i wanna do here is 2 juz say sory. hundreds n thousands n millions of heartfelt apologies deep down in my heart frm me 2 u. ku hanya seorang ihsan biasa seperti mu. ku tidak bermaksod hendak menyakiti hatimu. malah, kesemua kesalahanmu telah ku maafkn. ku mohon segala kesalahanku akan dimaafkn juga. ku harap setelah apa yg terjadi tadi hanya sesuatu yg mampu menguatkn lagi perhubungan antara kami berdua. ku tak sanggup lagi bermarahan dan berjauhan darimu. ku hanya kau tahu bahawa ku sangat menyayangi dan mencintaimu dgn sepenuh hatiku. tiada siapa lagi di dalam hatiku yg kecil ini kecuali nama mu yg terpahat di celah2 hatiku. ku sangat memerlukan mu wahai puteriku... *tears*



i swear i love u alot n didnt ask all tis 2 happen. im willing 2 mit u coz i miss u too much oredi. but i dun deserve all tis coz its unfair 2 me. i came 2 mit u juz 2 hav a fight wif u? dats juz plain rubbish. well, its ok 4 me. i shall take tis as a test frm God. mayb he wans me 2 go thru all tis juz 2 c if i can hold on n survive n show u how much i love u. ok enuf of all tis, lemme end my post wif sumtink. i made tis specially juz 4 u:



There's no girl i want to hug except you...
There's no girl i want to kiss except you...
There's no girl i want to love except you...

There's no girl i would miss except you...
There's no girl i yearn for but only you...

You conquer my heart when i am lonely...
I won't betray you to find another...
I just can't see you suffer...
I love you with all my heart and soul...
Don't ever hav doubts towards me because it hurts...
Don't ever leave me...