oi org gile! *points 2 readers* hahahah... lek uh, main2 je. if sape2 tkleh trime, go berak! kk tkde link. anw, juz now had my 1st exam paper frm 2.30-4.30pm. wen i read da paper rite, wahh i tros condemned sia. seriousss.... i had no hope 4 tis paper. i saw sum pple finish early den they submit. tah la kn, mayb dorg uat cepat or mayb dorg dh giv up. i dowan giv up yet eventho i was blur. i did till my very last strength till i cldnt hold my pencil anymore. hahaha! so i juz submit, knowing dat im gonna fail. supp paper here i come!



as i walk off da hall, i felt so terrible inside. my morale totally dropped tremendously. i lost my confidence. if im in tis kind of state, how am i gonna go thru da nxt 2 papers nxt wk?? haishhh.... ):



aft exam, wen hme straight. had no mood uh. as i alighted at my bus stop, i walked till my void deck wen i saw a grp of 4 mats n a gal sitting at da bench. as u noe, i didnt do well 4 my exam so my expression was lyk angry + sad + wanna-eat-pple-kinda-face. i walked past dem n they tot im lyk a matrep wif da kind of face cam nk carik gado nye. i tink one of dem stared at me n his mouth was saying out sumtink wic i cldnt understand - i was listening 2 my mp3. so i juz walk la, uat bodo je. biar la, dorg ni maseh sec sch, maseh adek2 lagi. and i tink sum gals nowadays doesnt act lyk gals. if u get wat i mean...



so reached hme, did workouts. cld b my last workout b4 puase coz i dun tink i wanna exercise during puase. mls la seyy, make me thirsty only. haha! while i was having fun wif da dumbbells, mum entered da room asking if tmr i wanna go out carik baju raye anot. im lyk "huh? beli lagi? last yr nye kn maseh bleh pkai pe." im lyk dat la, if maseh bleh pkai i juz wear. waste money only buy new one. i rather spend it on food. huak! den mum asked again if i nid anytink else anot so i said "nk beli baju long sleeve kat topman." mum said later she giv money i go buy. hehehehehehe.... she offered me 2 buy another jeans or pants but i said nvm la, still can wear wat so nonid buy. im very gd at saving money u noe. (:



so tmr im not going anywhere. no plans wif any1 oso. instead mayb i'll study 4 my exams. babi la seyy, i stress 2 da core man! i juz wished sum1 wld ask me out n spend tym wif me. mayb go out chill, try new food, relax at a place where we can tok2 or juz hang out by da beach n scream my heart out.



i was chatting wif tis gal. she was frm my sec sch but strangely i cldnt recognise her face. she was sec 2 wen im sec 4. hmmmm.... but watever it is, she made me blush lyk so much sia. tk pernh org puji aku so much lyk tis b4. she said im hansem. well, ofcoz i tried 2 deny it as much as i cld but den tis gal reali wasnt giving up on telling me how much she adores me. ok, tis sounds a lil scary 4 me but its ok, its juz msn. if its outside, i wld hav excused myself 2 da gents n escape away. hahaha!



plus wen i looked at myself in da mirror, i swear my ears r super red. im blushing lyk i nvr blushed b4. hahaha... ok enuf abt dat. i tink my stomache's been bugging me 4 dinner. ohya, i dun feel lyk going terawih 2day, juz not in da mood. fcuk exams. tmr puase oredi. so Selamat Berpuasa Kepada Semua!!! ingat tau, if nk curik2 mkn ajak me skali ok? da more da merrier. hehehehehehe... toodles! (:





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